There is no folly of the beasts of the earth which is not infinitely outdone by the madness of men. Moby Dick, Herman Melville
Belize had never been on our radar. We had already experienced superlative snorkeling and diving in Mexico and Hawaii. Birds? With all my time in Mexico and especially Costa Rica, the few potential new species in Belize were not enough to inspire a visit. Besides, much of our attraction to the rest of Central America was the Spanish language and associated culture. Belize, where English is the official tongue, is a Central American outlier. Only one more enticement remained. We are students of Mayan ruins and have visited these ancient sites extensively in Mexico with additional trips to Guatemala and Honduras. We knew Belize had ruins, but our interest in them had never been sufficiently piqued. Then, Mexico built the train.
My hatred for the so-called Maya Train is visceral. Thinking of it nearly evokes a sob. I have described Yucatán’s interior before the train (Oxkintoch, Chacmultun, and the Center of the World). In that essay I contrasted the frenetic and over-developed coast with the tranquil interior, which a scant ten years later is being obliterated. * The Maya train connects both coasts with the interior major cities and the once less-visited Mayan sites.
Besides opening the area to industrial tourism, construction irreparably damaged the landscape. YouTube videos show that pylons supporting train tracks penetrated once-pristine cenotes. Construction disrupted lives of Indigenous peoples and bisected what had been the largest section of intact jungle, except for the Amazon, in the Western Hemisphere.
Mexico’s president at the time, Andres Manuel Lopez Obrador decreed that the Maya Train was essential for national security. The purpose of his declaration was to suspend various legal requirements for administrative procedures such as environmental impact assessments, licenses, and permits. Usual contracting procedures were bypassed so construction could start immediately. The rush to destruction was so intense that the army was put in charge of certain sections, including the one that accesses Calakmul, which with its adjacent forests has been recognized as a World Heritage Site by UNESCO.
Obrador knew there would be court challenges but by rushing construction; he rendered them moot. In some instances, official mandates requiring suspension of construction were ignored but even when the judicial system intervened successfully, it was “too late because the project had already reached an advanced stage of execution.”
These actions were consistent with the overall Obrador presidency which eliminated all government support for environmental non-government organizations (NGOs), eliminated most of the funding for Mexico’s national park service, 75% of the funding of the National Commission of Protected Areas (CONANP), and 75 % percent of the budget of the National Institute of Anthropology and History (INAH) which oversees more than 100,000 heritage and archaeological sites, museums and monuments.
We have had marvelous experiences at numerous INAH sites. We had been delighted, rightfully believing Mexico was more skillful at protecting their national heritage than was the US. No more.
Comprehending the train’s impact made us heartsick. In our minds’ eyes, Mary and I could see favorite, large, ruins such as Edzna and Calakmul overrun by tourists and vendors, while beautiful, small ruins such as Tabasqueno and Sihunchen are overrun with weeds and looted. Pre-train, up to 50,000 annual visitors enjoyed Calakmul. The post-train goal is three million.
We had been considering another trip to the Yucatan, but now it would be too painful. A recent visit to Guatemala’s Tikal, however, had alerted us to Caracol in adjacent Belize. Here was a large Mayan ruin—seldom visited because of a bad road. Internet searches verified that hiring a knowledgeable driver/guide or at a minimum, renting a four-wheel drive vehicle was necessary. This sounded perfect. We knew we needed to hurry because Lopez-Obrador had proposed to the Belizean government, as well as to Guatemala’s, that their major ruins be linked to Mexico’s train.
Our visit to Caracol was almost too late. We are among the last to have the sense of discovery and mystery that overwhelmed the first Europeans to visit. Why? The government of Belize has allocated tens of millions to install bridges and to straighten and pave the access road. Even as we travelled in early 2025, the advice suggesting a four-by-four vehicle was outdated. Most of the road was completed and the remainder of the construction was in advanced stages. Any passenger car could make the journey although the trip, for now, remains slow and dusty.
Once the project is complete, the road will be accessible to large tour buses. The Chichen Itza experience will be the norm. Chichen Itza is a magnificent ruin, but the quantity of venders and crowding is remarkable. We visited in the off-season, mid-November, and were still shoulder-to-shoulder with other tourists by mid-morning. Most structures are roped off and viewed as museum pieces. Walking the paths between edifices required passing through a gauntlet of hundreds of vendors. Some would call out. Some were listening to the radio. The flea market ambience hindered attempts to marvel at Chichen Itza’s construction and contemplation of its history. But then, what would one expect with 2.5million annual visitors? In contrast, annual visits to Caracol have been approximately 11,000. I doubt Caracol will ever attract the numbers of Chichen Itza but how much will the experience change when the annual visitation is one million or even one hundred thousand?
We were the day’s first visitors. The caretaker noticed our arrival, walked from his small hut, and unlocked the gate. Ultimately, the parking lot added a small van and three or four more cars. It was a Saturday, after all.
Mary and I enjoyed the old-Mexico-like experience we desired. We climbed the pyramids. We were able to sit quietly on one of the structures as we listened to the bubbly calls of Montezuma Oropendolas busy completing a colony of their pendulous nests over one of the plazas. We could imagine the countryside’s former inhabitants filling the plaza to view sacred rites conducted on the heights.
Caracol’s main plaza from the top of the largest pyramid.
We walked through rooms and hallways, trying to imagine how the people conducted their lives more than one thousand years ago. All the while, monkeys and a variety of forest birds watched from overhead.
Our base for the visit was San Ignacio (population 23,000), from where we also explored Cahel Pech and Xunantunich, two small, nearby ruins, both of which will, no doubt, experience a great deal more visitation when the road to Caracol is completed. Fortunately, we experienced these sites in the manner we desired. Now we could consider the sea.
I suspect most people envision the ocean when they contemplate Belize. Astride the largest coral reef in our hemisphere, second only to Australia’s Great Barrier Reef in length, snorkeling and diving have world class reputations, as does the expense of visiting. I credit Mary with her usual diligence in finding a suitable location for us: Tobacco Caye.
Tobacco Caye is a five-acre island with minimal square footage without a building. Our modest resort was perfectly clean and provided good food. It was not a luxury refuge, so prices were reasonable. Moreover, unlike many Belizean oceanside locations, we could snorkel directly from the dock—no need to hire a guide or boatman to take us to the reef. We were able to see a nice variety of fish and other sea life including eels and octopus. Dive and snorkel trips to famous sections of the reef were available, but we did not feel a need. For us, this was perfect for a few days of ocean.
But Belize is a prime bird watching destination, surely there were birds to find? As stated above, there had not been sufficient new species for me to pursue for the country to become a significant objective. That changed when we visited Tikal, just across the border in Guatemala. Not only had we learned about nearby Caracol, but I was chagrined when I understood that had we planned to spend another day, I likely would have been able to see three species new to me: Black-throated Shrike-Tanager, Mayan Antthrush, and Pheasant Cuckoo.
The latter two were of particular interest. Pheasant Cuckoo is listed as present in Costa Rica but is only detected every few years. There are no reliable locations. I never entertained the thought that I could see one. The Mayan Antthrush, like the Black-throated Shrike-Tanager is a regional endemic. It is also a member of the family Formicariidae, a favorite of mine because these are species that require pristine rainforest. Antthrushes, small and dark with an upturned tail, are reminiscent of rails. They fly little. Their colors are dark, the best for hiding in the deep understory they favor. Their presence signifies the high-quality habitat where one might see a tapir or a jaguar.
I had selected Black Rock Lodge for birding because of frequent sightings of my target species. As our arrival date neared, and I reviewed what was being seen, I was astonished by frequent reports of a Black and White Hawk-Eagle, a much rarer species than the others. Even more so than the Pheasant Cuckoo, this was a species I never expected to see.
We arrived at our quiet cabin noting many birds in the surrounding trees including several familiar from the US such as Gray Catbird, Northern Parula and Indigo Bunting. These seemed out-of-place amidst the numerous Red-legged Honeycreepers and Yellow-Winged Tanagers. I was also attracted by busy hummingbird feeders replete with White-necked Jacobins while also serving rarer Wedge-tailed Sabrewings and White-bellied Emeralds.
Our first afternoon included a pleasant hike, highlighted by a perfect view of a Sepia-capped Flycatcher—rare and local in Costa Rica where I once had a fleeting glimpse. Here, the bird was perched in the open, just above the trail. My view was lengthy and satisfying. Later, we enjoyed a pleasant swim in the warm Macal River as foraging Mangrove and Northern Rough-winged Swallows zoomed past our heads. Unexpected was a Social Flycatcher entering and exiting its nest on a mid-river boulder.
That afternoon, I met Isaias, the guide I had hired for the next morning. We discussed the birds I was most interested in seeing. Incongruously, the species of which he was most confident was the Hawk-Eagle. A pair were nesting in the adjacent Elijio Panti National Park. It is not an exaggeration to say Isaias considered himself to be their steward and protector.
The only access to the National Park was by hiring a guide and crossing the river. Although the crossing in a small canoe is trivial, the lack of a bridge and roads into the park likely accounts for the Hawk-Eagles’ presence. As he paddled, Isaias explained we would hike to see the Hawk-Eagle nest while hoping to encounter the other species on the way.
Isaias was right. Within twenty minutes we heard a Mayan Antthrush. Just six years ago, what we were hearing was considered a subspecies of Black-faced Antthrush. That species has special “favorite” status with me because its three-note, drawn-out whistle “keep-too-too” is one of those sounds that signifies “this place.” In this case, “this place” being unspoiled, sizable lowland rainforest. Sadly, its population is decreasing. Most notably, its song is no longer heard so often at Costa Rica’s famous La Selva Research Station, likely because encroaching development and climate change have altered the habitat.
The call of the Mayan is so different from the Black-faced, it was a wonderment they had been considered the same species until 2021. The Mayan’s song is a series of 9 or 10 piping whistles dropping in pitch.
There are physical differences as well. The Mayan Antthrush is overall rufous rather than brown and has dark rufous on the head and nape, and a rufous forecollar. Apparently, with cryptic species such as these, there was formerly a greater tendency to lump them. After all, they were dark birds with similar habits. I suspect, however, that the co-dwellers in the depths of the dark forest see the differences as stark.
We concealed ourselves and played the Mayan Antthrush’s song. The bird answered fearlessly. It circled us, never coming closer. After thirty minutes, Isais said, Oh well, we will find another. We moved on, and, later, another called nearby. Unfortunately, we had similar luck. The bird answered, hinted at advancing, but sailed down a steep slope and away. I did not have time to be disappointed because we were close to the target for the hike, the nest of Black and White Hawk-Eagles.
I was ecstatic to see the Hawk-Eagle. Although they can be found from Southern Brazil to Mexico, Black and White Hawk-Eagles are always vanishingly rare and local. As an example, the ebird database shows 23,000 sightings of the Mayan antthrush with only 8,300 of the Hawk-Eagle. By contrast, the Black-faced Antthrush, the most easily encountered of the three similar antthrushes, has 44,000. Adding to my excitement, just as we were arriving at the Hawk-Eagle nest, we encountered a mixed flock containing a Black-throated Shrike Tanager. Now peering at the Hawk-Eagle on its nest, I considered how many birding incidents are happenstance. This species would have been on my list of “most-likely not-to-see” in Central America, and here it was, truly one of the most beautiful of all raptors.
Black and White Hawk-Eagle on Nest.
Isaias was protective. After watching for a while, he said, “Let’s go, we can’t risk disturbing it. The previous nesting attempt failed. ** Grudgingly leaving the Hawk-Eagle, we turned our attention to the Pheasant Cuckoo (11,000 sightings). Black Rock Lodge had quite a few records which, ironically, besides the frequent reports of Mayan Antthrush and Black-throated Shrike-Tanager, was the reason I had selected it,
Isaias had warned me that Pheasant Cuckoo were increasingly hard-to-find once the rainy season started. Oddly, they call and are most approachable at the driest times of the year. The rainy season had definitely begun as we had already endured several downpours. The cuckoos had stopped calling. Still, we tried.
We climbed a steep slope into some drier forest, better habitat for the cuckoo. We listened and called at numerous previously successful territories, but there was never a hint of a cuckoo’s presence. I knew there had been a detection a couple of weeks before our arrival; there would not be another for a month.
Even so, it was a great hike. I saw two more Black-throated Shrike-Tanagers and had outstanding views of a pair of Tody Motmots, the rarest of the motmots. This motmot, unlike the others, does not have a split tail with bare sections, is much smaller, and typically is found in the understory. I had a sufficient, albeit brief, look at one in Costa Rica, but this viewing was far more pleasing. There was a pair, and we were able to watch them move through the forest for several minutes.
But now, it was becoming late. We had to return. Gloomily, I realized I was not going to see a Mayan Antthrush. Adding insult to this injury was that I did not even have a recording of the two we had heard. I had counted on seeing one and had not thought of it.
We had been on our feet since before six. It was now close to noon. I lamented to Isaias that I had forgotten to record the Mayan. He nodded sadly and we walked on. Suddenly, fifteen minutes from the canoe, one called. I was relieved. I quickly obtained a recording. At least now I could add its song to my birding checklist and have something to show for our attempt. I was telling Isaias I was content, but he cautioned me to be still and played his call. Inexplicably, in the middle of this searing muggy day, when it was supposed to be asleep, the bird approached. It performed a pirouette in full view. Through my binoculars I examined the wide, rufous fore collar unique to the species. The day had ended perfectly, with that last call.
*The locations affected by the train were all easily visited by passenger cars. Local guides were available. Nearby lodgings and restaurants were small, clean, and offered a home-grown flavor in both senses of the word. Hence, my objection to the train is the loss of a certain type of experience; one of quietude and tranquility amidst traditional villages. There was also an abundance of wildlife. Those cannot withstand millions of annual visitors. Would it not be desirable to preserve a range of experiences rather than offer only the industrial tourism as is already available in the Yucatan at Chichen Itza and Uxmal, and in Guatemala at Tikal?
**Three months later (July 2025), a Black and White Hawk Eagle successfully fledged from this nest.
Yes Yes I see it so they won’t keep telling you where it is
Lying While Birding by Naomi Shihab Nye
I’m often asked, “What is your favorite bird?” I admit to preferring some more than others, but an ultimate is asking too much. Ask me for memorable birding experiences, well, that is different. Here are a few. *
*My book TEN JUNGLE DAYS, describes favorite sightings of Lanceolated Monklet, Black-Crowned Antpitta, Thicket Antpitta, and LeConte’s Thrasher. A previous blog, “The Most Difficult Bird,” is about my experiences seeing a Rosy Thrush-Tanager.
COCKATOO
I was sitting at my tiny first grade desk. The final bell rang. I emerged from the basement of what is now the St Paul Parish Center, ran up the steps, raced down Lemon Street, turned right on 9th, and yelled into “Tony” Lang’s basement for him to hand me the day’s newspaper.
I slowed as I grabbed the paper. There was a pink, crested bird in the tree above me. It looked like the cockatoo in the World Book Encyclopedias my parents had just acquired for me. Excitedly, I finished running 9th, dashed across Poplar to our small home at 709, and told my mother what I had seen. She laughed. I was embarrassed when she related the story to others. I had seen a female Northern Cardinal. It is fitting that my initial field identification was a mistake. It was not the last.
It is surprising how much I learned from our little yard in Illinois. I loved to climb the Chinese Elm in the backyard, brush off the ubiquitous little worms, and gaze toward larger trees down by the “branch,” a small drainage that connected to a nearby creek. I watched Common Grackles and Mourning Doves perch in the dead limbs.
Once, I found rows of neatly drilled holes in that Chinese Elm and was thrilled when a Yellow-bellied Sapsucker, not expecting a boy in the tree, came to visit them. Our face-to-face encounter was unforgettable for both of us.
A baby bird was under that same tree another day. I caught it and put it in the cage we had bought for my recently expired Budgerigar. I hung the cage in the tree with the door open and watched. A Baltimore Oriole! It fed the youngster once, then coaxed it from the cage into the tree and away.
I was also enthralled by our neighbor’s Purple Martin house. I enjoyed watching the acrobatic Martins swoop through the sky. Watching them taught me to despise House Sparrows and European Starlings because both would battle the martins for nest holes.
The best yard sighting was when I yelled to mom, “there’s a Brown Creeper in the front yard.” Perhaps, remembering my mistaken report of Australian avifauna, she was not interested. I begged her to look. She was shocked at first, then impressed. I was on my way!
BLACK-FACED SOLITAIRE
The Resplendent Quetzal was revered by the Aztecs, is the face of money in Guatemala, and easier to see in Costa Rica than any other country. It was highlighted in brochures we had studied before our first trip in 1989. At that time, the Monteverde Cloud Forest, because of the Quetzal and the now-extinct Golden Toad, was Costa Rica’s most famous eco-tourist destination.
We arrived in the early afternoon needing to leave twenty-four hours later. We had made what was then the long drive to Monteverde after a marvelous party the previous evening at our friend Raquel’s home (See: Don Tino’s Strange Fruit).
These days, renting a car in Costa Rica is as easy as anywhere but that was not the case in the 1980s. Raquel’s family advised that rental agencies near the airport were unreliable and expensive, so she drove us to Central San Jose. The car we thought we had reserved was not “ready.” We refused to accept the car that was offered because we needed a 4-wheel drive. After an hour’s wait, they rolled out a dented, well-used, dark-green, diesel-powered, 4×4.
Raquel led us out of the city, or we would surely have gotten lost. Once underway, the road, was narrow, curvy, and slow, but seeing signs directing us to Panama or Nicaragua was exhilarating. We watched for the turnoff to Monteverde having been instructed to find a bar, just past a small river.
We stopped at the bar and asked, just to be sure we were on the right road, but we received more than directions. The bartender pointed at a man sitting outside and in broken English, told us he needed a ride to Santa Elena, which was on our way. Everyone was friendly and our erstwhile rider looked at us so imploringly that we consented. I could scarcely believe it. We had been in the country less than 24 hours, and we had a hitchhiker, something we would never have done in the US. Our rider spoke no English but smiled benignly as he climbed in the back seat with Ann and Adam.
As we left the pavement and started up the rough road I hit a deep pothole. The back door of the battered vehicle sprung loose, popped up, and our luggage bounced into the road. Fortunately, the suitcases did not burst open, only suffering dents and scratches. We re-loaded and continued.
The road was steep and sinuous, only a single lane wide alongside steep drop offs. At the first of these, our rider gesticulated excitedly and tugged at his unlocked seat belt. After a bit of mutual consternation and more pantomimes, we understood he wanted us to unfasten our seat belts because if we ran off the road, we could more easily jump out of the car as it tumbled down the mountainside. Fortunately, we had no mishaps and delivered the man to his destination.
Today, Monteverde is replete with hotels, zip lines, restaurants, yoga retreats and so on. The road is wide and paved. In 1989, there was one small, hotel and a couple of smaller lodgings known as “pensions.” The “restaurant” where we dined that first night was under a carport. We suspected they merely made four extra portions, and the family enjoyed the same meal.
Before checking into our room, we drove to the reserve entrance and asked about guiding. We were here to see a Quetzal and had no idea whether we would ever return to Central America. We arranged to meet a guide, Alan, early the next morning. He said he had arrived on New Year’s Day and had seen a Quetzal every day since. It was now mid-April. We retired that night with confidence.
The next morning, we awoke to a shock. We arrived on a sunny, calm, day and woke up to fog, rain, and high winds. The consequence was that we learned when such days are bad enough, Quetzals move downslope to escape the weather. Alan tried to convince me that seeing a Black Guan (not a big deal) and a Red-headed Barbet (sort of a big deal) were adequate compensation, but they were not. We had to make the long drive back to the Central Valley bereft of a Quetzal sighting.
That drive was wild. It was market day. The road was crowded with slowly moving, mostly beat-up trucks full of produce. We learned that horn honking was not about warning of danger but communication such as “yes, I should not have passed but I am coming on anyway. Stop and let me in.” Large trucks were not always able to slow down fast enough; their return honks meant, “Stop, and go back or you’ll be in a head-on!” If there had been a crash, it would have been a demolition derby.
Repeatedly, on curvy, uphill sections where my vision was obscured, a truck driver would wave for me to pass. Sometimes that worked but often enough the wave morphed into frantic gestures that I should slow and get back to avoid an oncoming vehicle.
For miles we were trapped behind a truck laden with sugar cane. Fragments of the load rained on us as we followed. Safely back at Raquel’s house I asked about the reckless driving. She laughed and said Costa Ricans thought they had a sixth sense when it came to cars and traffic. I read later, at that time, Costa Rica had the highest per capita accident rate in the world.
We had survived our initial excursion into Costa Rica’s hinterlands and into a cloud forest. We live in the desert where the land is dry, and the colors are browns and reds. What had I expected when I encountered cloud forest for the first time? A forest of clouds or a forest in clouds—a forest fashioned by clouds. It is all of those, but what I perceived was that our luck was bad.
Birding was practically impossible. Gusty winds swirled cloudy mist through the treetops and, at times, to ground level. I would aim my binoculars toward a moving object a few meters away and whether leaf or bird, it would quickly be obscured by fog and occasional sheets of rain. My binoculars fogged so badly they were barely functional.
The forest soared into the foggy mist. The largest cottonwoods along the Colorado river would be part of the understory. These giant trees were of the genus Quercus. If that sounds familiar, it is because they are oaks but even grander than the great old oaks I knew growing up in the Midwest.
“Festooned” is a cliché but no word better describes the massive branches, each supporting a plethora of vines and bromeliads. Only the stoutest limbs can sustain so much wet vegetation. These limbs can sustain tons of vines, epiphytes, and bromeliads. Everything I touched felt like a wet sponge. Moisture dripped from above. Fog swirled horizontally. All this, I realized, is cloud forest.This is how it is.
Alan identified a few calls amidst the roaring wind— “an Ochraceous Wren,” he said. I finally had a fog-obscured glimpse. And then, I heard an odd, soon to become familiar, sound. The usual description is of a swinging, rusty metal gate. “That’s a Black-faced Solitaire,” said Alan. I looked up. “You won’t see it,” he continued.
He was right. The sound emanated with the dripping moisture amidst the swirling fog from high in those oaks. When I trained my binoculars upward to search for the sound I was rewarded with water droplets on the lenses.
Other sources refer to the call of a Black-faced Solitaire as flutey and ethereal or complex and exquisitely modulated. That’s better. The call evokes a solemnity and power that is the essence of its environment. It is a sound that evokes dripping green and riotous growth. Aldo Leopold referred to the “numenon,” that entity without which a particular biome cannot exist. His examples were the Ruffed Grouse in the North Woods and the Pinyon Jay in the high deserts where I live (See: The Numenon: Pinoñero Nostalgia). Likewise, a Costa Rican cloud forest does not exist without Black-faced Solitaires. Their songs support the famed ornithologist Alexander Skutch who called the tropical rainforest “the greatest example of nature’s creative process.” I did not see a Black-faced Solitaire on that day, but their essence had invaded my soul.
Happily, there are periods of sunshine and calm in the cloud forest and Black-faced Solitaires can be spotted in flight and followed to their lofty perches. When not breeding they can be found in loose flocks at lower elevations. Thus, often enough, I have been able to enjoy the steely blue-gray color of their bodies and the black face, both offset by the bright orange of the bill and legs.
(Black-faced Solitaire, juvenile)
My most memorable view, one-hundred miles to the southeast, thirty years later, was so unexpected, I could not identify the bird for several minutes. I began my hike just after five because the sun rises early near the equator. The slight mist that was falling became a steady, rain. I opened my small umbrella—essential in this environment. I moved slowly hoping for ground-dwelling species because the conditions made viewing of even the mid canopy impossible.
It was November, out of the breeding season for most species. The forest had been silent except for one or two exuberant outbursts from a Gray-Breasted Wood-Wren. After an hour and a half, I had detected only three species but was feeling satisfied with a close encounter I had just had with a Zeledon’s Antbird.
I love antbirds for their need for pristine habitat as well as there being no analogs in temperate climates. I had observed a beautiful male—black except for the pale blue skin around his eyes. I watched him swish his tail slowly—a prominent characteristic— as he disappeared in the understory.
Suddenly, I heard an unfamiliar call.” An upward slurred nasal ghank,” I wrote in my notebook when my Merlin bird app did not recognize it. The call was rising from the ground. I perceived movement. I approached cautiously trying to obtain a decent view in the gloom. Though partially screened by vegetation, a dark plumaged bird was walking back and forth on a small horizontal branch, all the while repeatedly uttering ghank, ghank.
It was a typical rain forest dilemma. How to sneak close enough without frightening the bird? I eased forward. My quarry was stocky, mostly gray. Too large and plump for most of the tanagers, I thought of grosbeaks but a partial view of the head indicated not that family. I saw a flash of the bill…orange. The feet were orange too. Now I saw it fully. It could not be, but it was — a Black-faced Solitaire, two meters away and on the ground. I watched it for a long time, back-and-forth on the branch, ghank, ghank. It appeared to be a display, but on the ground? For what? Months outside of nesting season? Where was a potential mate? What about that strange call? I have checked subsequently. Monographs on the bird do not mention such behavior. Birding guides I have queried had never seen or heard of it either. For me, it was a lovely bird, the numenon of the Cloud Forest, gifting me a special moment. **
**The Xeno-Canto wildlife sounds data base has examples of this call.
RESPLENDENT QUETZAL
Fortunately, our time with Raquel and her family had gone so well that we eagerly returned two years after our failed attempt to see a Quetzal. Once again, we headed for Monteverde and arrived at the reserve early in the afternoon. I asked at the entrance if there had been Quetzal sightings. The gatekeeper knew of one that morning and gave me the name of the trail. We went hiking. I am still disappointed Mary, Ann and Adam did not remain. Birding is too slow for them and the gift shop at the reserve entrance beckoned. By myself, I continued for a while further. No luck.
I turned back but remained vigilant. I scanned the forest for the tall dead trunks Quetzals use for nesting. They are obligate cavity nesters and despite their small, weak, and stubby bills, excavate the cavities themselves. Consequently, Quetzals as with the rest of the trogon family, mostly nest in rotten trunks. Indeed, a frequent cause of nest failure is when a too-rotten trunk collapses before the chicks are fledged.
I spied such a trunk and a cavity. Protruding from the hole were two long, green, plumes. The plumes were ragged from being bent to fit inside the cavity into which the bird had disappeared. Then the male peeked out and began expelling the contents of the nest hole as it worked. I was ecstatic. I knelt to be unobtrusive, but what it was, was reverence. It was me and the Quetzal. I had waited two years to return wondering if I would ever see one. There it was. I knelt in adoration for many minutes. Eventually, it flew to a nearby branch to preen in the sunlight.
(Resplendent Quetzal)
Photos cannot prepare one for the bird’s size and stunning colors. The brilliant red breast, the emerald-green body, the golden-green crest, the ebony shoulders and the snow white undertail are magnificent. I was not prepared for the greens shading to blue when displayed clearly in the sunlight. And the thirty-inch plumes! I consulted the online database Birds of the World. There are many bird species with names containing superb, beautiful, and elegant. Fittingly, only one species is Resplendent.
BLUE WINGED TEAL
Does it seem strange that a common North American duck with a population in the millions resides next to Resplendent Quetzal as a memorable sighting? The reason is the Tody Motmot. Of Costa Rica’s six motmots, I was missing only the Tody. Lesson’s and Turquoise-Browed Motmots are splashy and common. The Rufous, Broad-billed, and Keel-billed may not be as easy, but can be found without inordinate effort, but not the Tody. The latter is smaller, shier, thinly distributed, and lacks the flashy racquet-shaped central feathers characteristic of the others. Mary and I had already organized and led a group trip to Costa Rica as a fundraiser for Grand Valley Audubon. Accordingly, when we planned a second trip, I selected Heliconias Lodge as one of our stopovers. I had been watching birding trip reports, and this was the most reliable Costa Rican location to find a Tody.
We did find a Tody Motmot on the last hour of our last day, but my most memorable sight when we stayed at Heliconias was of Blue-Winged Teal. It was 2011, more than twenty years since our first trip to Costa Rica’s Caribbean slope. The roads were better and there was much more development, but one thing had not changed: the vagaries of the weather. Both days we planned for birding Heliconias were beset by high winds, heavy rain, and fog. Our guides talked it over. We bailed for the coast. Because of the vastly improved roads, it only took an hour or so to reach the lowlands.
Our guide Ernesto asked our van driver to stop at a private school. He collected a little money from each of us and entered. He returned with permission to access land behind the school, a former catfish farm.
The habitat consisted of dry fields interspersed with ponds. We had a fine time identifying grassland birds and in one large pond, a variety of ducks. Most were Blue-Winged Teal, but the special prizes were Northern Shoveler and Cinnamon Teal, rare birds in Costa Rica and much sought after by Ernesto and our van driver for their country lists. Our group had our own views of the common ducks easy for us to see at home while we searched for wrens and seedeaters in the fields. We saw other interesting birds for Costa Rica, such as a flock of Dickcissels and the introduced Tricolored Munia.
This was Guanacaste, a region known for a pronounced dry season. It was remarkable how near we were to the wet and misty cloud forest. Yet here the fields were reminiscent of autumn in Western Colorado–mostly brown, little green. As the day waned, I found myself separated from the group and thought I should return. The setting sun at my back cast everything with a golden hue.
I noticed an area we had not checked and moved in that direction. Part of me regrets what happened next, but I had no way of knowing what a disturbance I was about to cause nor what beauty I would see.
I ascended a small rise which turned into a dam behind which was a tiny pond 30 by 50-meters. Tucked in the corner of the property, distant from the larger ponds, perhaps this one was usually less disturbed. Our group had been walking all about. Many ducks had flushed. It seemed every Blue-Winged Teal we had flushed congregated here. As I peeked over the rise, I was five meters from a pond so full of ducks the water was not visible. It was bank-to-bank and bill-to-rump with Blue-Winged Teal.
They rose as one with a stirring whir of a thousand wings. Their takeoff was not random, but in one large formation, side-by-side. Their bodies were golden in the setting sun and their wing patches a dazzling azure. Apart from a blue sky, I had never seen so much natural blue at one time. It was breath-taking. Later that night, others spoke of Streak-backed Orioles and Red-legged Honeycreepers. I spoke of teal!
SANTA MARTA PARAKEETS
It was the third day of our Colombia trip…the first morning at the famous ProAves, Eldorado birding lodge. Our small group, myself and friends Larry, Coen, Brenda, Tom, Kay, and Linda, loaded into two beat-up 4×4 vehicles. It was 4AM. We had to ascend a rough road to be on the San Lorenzo ridge by daylight. Our wish was that three or four critically endangered Santa Marta parakeets would fly over the ridge at dawn. We were hoping someone would spot them coming and we would have time to detect color in their mostly green bodies: orange and red underwing coverts, blue primaries, and reddish-tinged bellies.
Being so near the equator, sunrise is akin to a curtain rising. We arrived and abruptly, it was full light. Almost as suddenly, there were parakeets. Not three or four, but everywhere. They landed so close; the excited drivers began snapping away with their cell phones. There were dozens of parakeets. They squabbled and hopped from branch-to-branch as they interacted. Some interactions were copulations. Some were fights. We forgot about the cold coffee and rice and beans we were handed for breakfast. That stuff was warm at 3:30. It was a nasty repast now, but the birds were enthralling.
(Santa Marta Parakeets)
This was a perfect beginning to one of my most amazing days birding. Shortly afterward we viewed a Santa Marta Bush-Tyrant, a Santa Marta Brushfinch and a Santa Marta Warbler. Notice the theme. This isolated mountain range in Northern Colombia may have the highest rate of endemism in the world. The Journal Science, called the area “the most irreplaceable site on earth” of all protected areas worldwide. We were convinced.
The excitement of our guide and drivers at the parakeets informed us of our luck. Subsequently, I read that the entire population in this area, believed to be 60 to 120, represents about ten percent of what remain, and that they are only rarely encountered in groups as large as 20. We counted more than sixty with some within three or four meters. They paid little attention to us. We were so engrossed that I can no longer remember how long we were entertained. And then, they rose as one and were gone.
ROSY-FINCHES
“I wish I’d been there!” was the reviewer’s response. You see, I had turned in an ebird list with 1050 rosy-finches, including Gray-crowned, Black, and Brown-capped. My list also contained thirty Common Redpolls. It was New Year’s Day 2013. My friend Larry was assisting me count birds in my area for the Grand Mesa Christmas Bird Count and we had turned in an improbable account of our birding that morning.
This area is usually nearly sterile on New Year’s Day. We can drive for miles and see a few Common Ravens and if we are lucky, maybe a Bald Eagle, maybe a Red-tailed Hawk. This year, the year of the pink cloud, was different.
Few birds in the Western Hemisphere exhibit pink in their feathers. Some Pine Grosbeaks appear pink as do some Crossbills, particularly the White-winged variety, but nothing rivals a swirling flock of Gray-crowned, Black, and Brown-capped Rosy-Finches. Plumages are variable because of sex, subspecies, and age, but every flock exhibits bright pink.
(Black Rosy-Finches)
Even without the pink, let’s say it is a dreary day with flat light, a flock of rosy-finches can be recognized by the way the flock darts and settles and repeats frenetic movements. Rosy-Finches are adept at sudden changes in direction, sudden landings, and sudden takeoffs. If the day is bright and the sun orientation is appropriate, their pink flashes are a treat.
Rosy-finches are not easy to see, surviving as they do in cold steep places. The population of the Brown-capped Rosy-Finch, a near endemic to Colorado (a few live in Wyoming and New Mexico) was believed to be in trouble until a recent study, described as “walking slowly and looking for birds on 45-degree rock slopes, on unstable footing and crumbling rock,” estimated the population to be a healthy 115,000 to 150,000; three times what was estimated in 2016. The study found rosy-finches prefer cliffs and snow patches between 11,500 and 13,200 feet. Unless the weather is not just bad, but really bad, they can stay up there all winter. Gray-crowned mostly nest in British Columbia and Alaska and Black Rosies nest in the high mountains of the Northern Rockies in the US. When they wander during the winter, they often find each other such that flocks may contain all three species. The best time to find them in our valley is after a series of storms in the high country. The finches are irruptive and gregarious. I had seen them several times, but in flocks of tens, never hundreds.
We encountered at least a thousand feeding along the roadside. It had been cold and snowy, and the birds had descended to feed on seedy plants. We were supposed to check a much larger area, but instead, we stayed with the finches and drove back and forth on the muddy road. Our excuse was to count the rarer Redpolls that intermingled with the Rosy-Finches. The large flock rolled with our passage. We would stop and so would they. They fed just outside the vehicle windows, almost close enough to touch. When there were junipers, some would perch, giving the impression of a Christmas Tree.
When we moved, so would they. It was thrilling to mingle in the rolling pink cloud. I doubt I will ever see anything like that again.
(A fraction of the Rosy-Finches we saw!)
My ebird checklist had flagged my counts for all three rosy-finches and the Redpolls. The reviewer was required to check. I sent back not just photos but a verbal description of what we had witnessed. No wonder, he responded as he did.
BLACK-THROATED HUET-HUET
“You never know where your kids are going to take you,” lamented my mother. She was referring to Mary and my move to Tucson for graduate school. Before that trip, she had been no further than 250 miles from her childhood home of Highland, Illinois. She was so uncomfortable visiting that she brought jugs of water for drinking.
In our case, our daughter did not take us to another state, but to another country, Chile. Unlike my mother, we were serious travelers having already been to Mexico and Central America. We were delighted to visit. Still, Chile had not been on our radar and if Ann had not taken a job there, we might never have visited.
Our goals were to see Ann and whatever she wanted to show us. It was not a birding trip. Nonetheless, Ann, true to her upbringing, wanted us to see some National Parks and climb La Campana, a small peak famous both for its view of the towering Aconcagua (the largest mountain in the hemisphere) and for having been summitted by Charles Darwin.
Studying what birds I might see proved difficult because I had never heard of them. What was a cinclodes? A tit-tyrant? Or a canastero? Finches I had heard of, but their variety and similarity were confounding. Nevertheless, I had some exciting views: flocks of Hudsonian Godwits, dozens of Black-faced Ibis roosting on our hotel’s rooftop in Castro on the island of Chiloe, and Slender-billed Parakeets lighting up the bare limbs of a dead tree. The most memorable, however, was a Black-throated Huet-huet.
My overall failure seeing the species with exotic names may have had something to do with my fondness for the Huet-huet. My luck had been poor with dotterels, rayoditos, and miners. I may have been desperate for a close encounter with one of the bird families previously unknown to me.
Huet-huets, of which there are three species in their genus, are tapaculos. It was the first of that family I had ever seen and is also the largest. Confined to Southern Chile and adjacent Argentina, they are ground-dwellers, known for digging up invertebrates from leaf litter.
It was mid-morning of our visit to Puyehue National Park. We were on a walk and had seen nothing more than the common flycatchers and finches. We sat for a rest. Nearby was a dense, shrubby, thicket, three-to-four meters in height. I decided to investigate. It was possible to lift some outer branches and crawl inside. Hunched over, I moved about until I heard a loud scritch-scritch. Close! Almost at my feet was a chubby, large-eyed, chestnut brown bird with a rufous belly and cap. I observed the powerful thighs. The feet and legs were incongruously muscular on a bird that size. “Drumsticks! I thought. Perfect for a bird that scratches and digs. The big shoulder revolved as the bird rotated its powerful legs and large feet through the leaf litter. I had found a Black-throated Huet-huet.
Then I was drawn to the large eye, peering directly at mine. Usually, if a bird and I are eye-to-eye, the moment is fleeting, and the frightened bird departs. This time, I sensed cognition and discernment. “I see you. You are not a threat, but I am not taking my eye off you either.” Less than a meter from me, the bird simultaneously watched me and scratched in the litter. I knew that birds, with their eyes on either side of their head could use them independently. The Huet-huet was demonstrating—one eye concerned with its safety, the other with dinner. Occasionally it grabbed a morsel, but even though the head jerked to feed, the eye never wavered from mine. For several minutes it scratched, dug, and fed at my feet. Moving slowly as it hunted, the Huet-huet scratched its way into thicker brush and out of sight. I was grateful. Through that eye, the bird had drawn me into its world. For a brief period, I knew what it was like to be a Huet-huet.
Is this the best tamale you have ever eaten? I asked Mary. She mirrored my surprised expression and nodded vigorously. It was fresh. The masa was melt-in-your mouth smooth. The chicken and salsa filling was tender and flavorful.
Then we ate the brownie and locked our eyes again. This is the best brownie I’ve ever eaten; we said in unison. There was just a hint of sweetness, but the flavor of the chocolate! Wow! Complex and strong, not quite overpowering! We washed down our treats with chocolate frio–chocolate frothed with milk, the drink still having pieces of cacao throughout. Again, not sweet, but as compelling to the taste buds as a fine wine.
Parts of Europe are known for chocolate. Textures are better, but flavors we have experienced south of the United States border are the best we have had. Where were we? In the town of Copan Ruinas, Honduras. The specific venue was El Lugar de Te y Chocolate, or The Place of Tea and Chocolate. Indeed, it was.
The rear half of a large house had been converted into a chocolate factory. Three women were cleaning, roasting, and cooking cacao into a variety of items. A long, narrow table through the middle of the room was filled with samples: chocolate and chili, chocolate and cardamon, chocolate with various nuts—chocolates of every kind. The large room’s balcony was suspended over a steep hillside permitting views of the valley and town, the perfect place to enjoy our treats. Someone’s idea of heaven, perhaps.
We were in Honduras to see the Mayan Ruin of Copan. I had dreamed of visiting after reading Incidents of Travel in Central America, Chiapas, and Yucatan by John Lloyd Stephens. I had picked up the book during a beach vacation forty years previously (see The First Time and More: Learning to be Travelers). Stephens and artist Frederick Catherwood had visited in 1839 and 1840. They were the first non-indigenous to describe a city abandoned by the ancient Maya.
The first location they visited was Copan, which, because of its early acclaim, has among the richest archaeological records of any Mayan site. Stephens and Catherwood had heard rumors but were astonished by what they found. They had planned to spend two or three days, but their visit stretched into months. Their tales of shock and wonder as well as the deprivation they endured (insects especially) were captivating. I was fascinated by the idea of such massive, abandoned structures. It added to the mystery and enchantment I began to develop with the jungle.
Over the years, I have accumulated and read more than ten other books about the Mayans. I l learned that seven-to-eleven million people are believed to have lived in the region at its peak—incredible to comprehend, especially with some of the cities believed to have contained upwards of fifty-thousand inhabitants. How could they have fed that many people and had a large enough “idle” class to design and build massive structures with stone tools?
The civilization had collapsed by the time the Spanish arrived. Unfortunately, in their Christian zeal, the conquistadors burned mountains of Mayan written records deeming them works of Satan. It is only recently that glyphs on the statues, stellae, and edifice walls have been deciphered, enabling reconstruction of what was occurring at the peak, but not during the demise of the civilization.
Most archaeologists believe that over-exploitation of the environment–cutting all the trees, polluting the water, exhausting soil nutrients–combined with over-population caused the common people to reject their priest/ruler class—those responsible for the monuments. There was also increasing conflict among the city-states. Mass starvation ensued.
Copan is not the grandest Mayan site, which may well be Tikal, but it has unique features and was the source of many major discoveries. The first burial site of an important ruler, famous for an intricate jade mask, was uncovered at Copan. Likewise, the “hieroglyphic staircase” is the longest, continuous, single purpose Mayan “document” yet discovered.
Another initial discovery from Copan was the propensity of the Mayans to use an initial edifice, constructed centuries previously, as the core of the subsequent temple. Typically, the inner structures were ritually demolished but one at Copan, called Rosalia, was found intact, complete with its bright red coating. Despite fragments of these colors visible on the extant buildings, it is difficult to visualize how garish and magnificent they were.
Copan is famous features for its stellae, approximately eight feet in height, which represent their ancestor kings.
Ornately carved stellae from Copan.
These stellae are elaborate and intricate especially as compared to the “flat” stellae from Tikal fashioned at the same time. None like those of Copal have been found elsewhere. How was such detail possible with stone tools?
The stellae are spread out in a large field. I could envision “the people” gathering in that courtyard of “gods” to watch their priests and kings performing rituals on the temple heights. These carvings and stelae became war-like and even more adulatory for the last kings—their dying gasp to hang on to power.
Fortunately, Copan exceeded our expectations, because arriving there had been an ordeal. As we boarded in Grand Junction three days previously, I received a message from the driver who was to take us from Guatemala City across the Honduran border to Copan. He was an expat birder and graduate student. We had been communicating for months. He had a sudden, important conflict and had to back out. He said he had made other arrangements with a reliable, local driver.
Because of changed flight schedules, our initially planned one-day trip to Guatemala City had already become two, requiring us to overnight in Dallas. Mary had made a hotel reservation near the airport but when we called the shuttle driver, we had difficulty with his accent. He was impatient, rude, and hung up on us twice. We spent a disturbing hour before realizing that our reservation was near the wrong airport. After cancelling the first and finding another hotel, even though it was on a hotel row, none had restaurants.
The next day was worse. Guatemala requires a tedious, online “declaration,” mostly regarding identity. After submission, a QR code, which you must have to board your flight and enter the country, is emailed. I completed the form and dutifully included accompanying family members as requested, erroneously thinking that took care of Mary. Nope. We had to complete Mary’s form while detained at check-in at the airport. We entered it three times, having much consternation while we kept one eye on our departure time, before realizing that Mary’s acknowledgements went to spam while mine had not.
As we landed in Guatemala City, I had eaten an apple, knowing I could not bring it into the country. Unfortunately, enough of its essence remained in my backpack. The Guatemalan customs dog took notice, and I had to be searched. When we finally emerged from the airport, the skies were overcast with light rain.
Our driver, Etsduardo, was waiting. He had a good car and drove safely but was taciturn in Spanish and spoke no English. Our online research predicted four-to-five hours to reach Copan, under four if traffic was light. Etsduardo said it would be at least six. He was right.
Admittedly, it was difficult to have a nice impression of Guatemala City when stuck in traffic on a gloomy day. I was surprised at the number of late-model, large, expensive cars and trucks and the plethora of businesses common in the US: McDonalds (in particular), Walmart, Taco Bell, Home Depot, and Shell. Interspersed with the nice vehicles was an eclectic mix of ancient vehicles and an enormous number of semi-trucks.
The road to Copan was in good condition, but after we had traversed it twice, we deemed it the ugliest road in the world. The drive is approximately 140 miles. Hence, six-hours of travel time equates to slightly more than twenty mph. You may be thinking this was one of the frightening, mountain-hugging, winding roads famous in Central and South America. Nope, this road was mostly straight and flat.
Instead, it was like driving a hundred miles of decaying strip mall. Traffic was heavy. There was an extraordinary number of gas stations, necessary to feed the glut of idling cars. We would pass McDonalds and a Guatemalan fast-food equivalent, and junked cars, other businesses, homes, abandoned buildings, more junked vehicles, and repeat and repeat.
Where there wasn’t a building, there were billboards—many of great size and so close together that the countryside was not visible beyond. Street venders constantly walked in and out of the traffic. Worst of all, it seemed every 100-200 meters there was a speed bump. We were accustomed to these. It is a game on roads in Mexico where warning signs and their appearance were capricious. As soon as I stopped watching for one, I would bang into the next. There would be one at most school crossings, but not all. Usually, these were only an inch or two high and hitting one was only a minor jolt. On the road to Copan, however, each “muerto” (dead body) as they are often called, was 4-6 inches high and two feet wide, causing each vehicle to come to a nearly complete stop every time one was encountered.
You can sense what we experienced: brief acceleration, braking as traffic is approached, slowing to a stop for the speed bump, lurching up and over, and repeat. Often enough, traffic came to a standstill because someone would want to make a left turn or simply be stopped to conduct business from the road because there was no parking. Then we would sit until our driver, taking advantage of the slow, heavy traffic, would nose into the oncoming lane to pass. Horns honked incessantly.
I had worried about a border incident when crossing into Honduras, but passage was simple. Border attendants asked us to open the trunk and peered into a suitcase but then waved us across as Mary and I held up our passports. I asked Etsduardo why they had not stamped them, but he only shrugged. We learned later this was his first trip across the border.
Mary had found a beautiful, bright, and comfortable, boutique hotel. It probably cost triple or more than other local accommodations, but three nights with breakfast in a flower-bedecked courtyard cost about the same as one night in Dallas with no meals. And, important to us later, they had a generator.
After check-in, we went in search of an ATM to obtain lempiras. The streets were deserted. We had no luck finding one. Then, we noticed a group of six or seven heavily armed young men, city police. We asked, being sure they would know where to direct us, but expected a sullen response. Instead, they were friendly and jovial, happy to have anything to do. They conferred. Then with a pleasant smile, three of them waved to us to follow. They waited while we completed our transaction, pointed us in the direction of the restaurant we had selected, and wished us a good evening.
The young lady at our hotel’s front desk had suggested the restaurant. We liked it so much; we ate there twice. Our meal that first night was hearty chicken/tortilla soup, chicken sautéed in local cacao sauce, vegetables cooked perfectly, mashed potatoes, and handmade corn tortillas. I had a beer and Mary a large mojito. All this for less than $30. Now we were excited, travel struggles forgotten. We had read and studied much about Copan and were anxious to visit in the morning.
Local travel was by three-wheel scooters called tuk-tuks. None of the streets were paved as we know it but were made of cobblestones. On the steep bumpy streets, it felt as if the tuk-tuk might flip over backwards when we ascended or be unable to stop on what felt like too-rapid descents. We asked about accidents but were assured that almost none occurred.
A trip anywhere costs the equivalent of a dollar. Tuk-tuks had room for three, but drivers often crowded in a fourth resulting in close encounters with locals who were invariably friendly and happy to speak with us.
After spending three days in and around Copan, we estimated there had been no more than twenty foreign tourists. It was the off-season, Honduras has a bad reputation, and the ruins are difficult to access. We were told that if one flew into the Honduran capitol of Tegucigalpa, travel time by car was longer than from Guatemala City. No wonder the residents were happy to see tourists.
We had an exciting day exploring the ruins, enlivened by large groups of Scarlet Macaws. We had a major surprise when we returned to town. It was November 1, “the day of the dead.” In the main square, four Mayan-featured men in rough, white robes were performing a ceremony with much bowing, incense, and chanting. There was a pile of corn, squash, and beans. We could understand a portion of the chanting thanking “El Senor” for the cosecho or harvest. There was also mention of Pachamama or Mother Earth— an example of the combining of pagan and Christian traditions. We also noted that a stage was set up behind the ceremony. On the stage was a sound system, marimbas, an accordion, and a guitar.
When we returned after a time at our hotel, it was a party. The previous night’s deserted streets were bursting with people. Although stationary at the time, there was a pair of the tall puppets that you often see in Latin America parades. Tables were set up in front of all the businesses. Food, candy, and small toys were being distributed to long lines of mostly, but not exclusively, children.
The city square was about the size of a U.S. city block. A side street off the square had one block’s worth of restaurants and curio shops on both sides of the street. On streets adjacent to the tourist area, there were old ladies selling garden produce, boiled corn on the cob, and churros. A lengthy line of people waited to buy fresh tortillas from an ancient Mayan-featured, woman.
That night we ate at an old, authentic restaurant on a side street. Photos on the wall indicated the restaurant had been operated by the same family for generations. I was reminded again of how everywhere, so much of life, is the same. Honduras has a reputation for crime, street gangs, and corruption but there are families with histories just like ours. Most citizens want the same things we do.
For an appetizer, we ordered anafre, which I called Honduran fondue. There’s a vase-like receptacle with a clay base containing glowing charcoal. A separate clay bowl, filled with refried beans and melted cheese, sits on top. The beans and cheese are consumed with sturdy, home-made tortilla chips. Food overall was familiar to any Latin American traveler, beans, avocados, and chicken or pork cooked in a sauce. After eating, we returned to the square.
The square’s center was packed with tables and a large buffet of food had been prepared. Tables were numbered so we supposed reservations were required. The entire town, it seemed, had gathered to eat, and listen to the band. The guitar player was notably tall for a Central American and played a noticeably big guitar. He was the band leader and was really enjoying himself.
Vendors selling food and drinks crowded the sidewalks. Rows of chairs faced a building’s wall where a movie was being projected to entertain small children. Those slightly older were running around as they do everywhere while adolescents huddled in familiar-appearing groups of mixed gender. We enjoyed feeling solidarity, maybe not directly with these inhabitants, but as fellow members of humanity.
We found seats and listened to the band. One tourist group walked by and then two young, Anglo women we had seen at the ruins. That seemed to be the only tourists about, especially judging by the restaurants, which were virtually empty; we ate by ourselves two nights.
On the following day, we explored a minor group of ruins. There was a large complex inhabited by what were described as craftsmen. I suspected the largest and most ornate belonged to the brilliant carvers for which Copan is known. It had been fortunate the previous evening had been dry because the rain was incessant. This was the afternoon we ate our best tamale and brownie.
That evening, again, the streets were deserted. Perhaps because of the heavy rain, the power went out. We learned this was a frequent occurrence and it might be days until electricity was restored. Our hotel and the restaurant we selected both had generators, but it was eerie to walk through the wet and dark empty plaza that had been so full of life the evening before.
We were sad to leave to leave the next morning. We felt very safe. Our hotel, the food and everyone were lovely. There being few English speakers, we had enjoyed using our Spanish, once talking with a woman who was trying to inspire her grandkids to do homework, something to which we could relate. With another day, we would have hiked through unexploited forest to an area where the ruins haven’t been excavated. We could have made another visit to the “place of tea and chocolate.”
Twenty-four hours later, I was thinking that in a perfect world, Mary would not be sick in our cave-like room in Antigua. The return drive was mostly in heavy rain under dull skies. It was brutal, and an hour longer because we had to go past Guatemala City to Antigua. The drive was also late starting because of an apparent border scam.
On our first full day in Honduras, the attendant at the ruins told us his machine had denied our credit cards. I paid with cash and then checked on the cards later when we had internet at our hotel. The cards were fine. I decided either the government or local workers trying to secure a bit more funding were to blame, but now, as we tried to leave, we learned we had never legally been in Honduras.
Why weren’t we in Honduras? Remember our entry to the country? We had arrived on a rainy, dark evening. Mary and I were enduring our fourteenth hour of traveling, much of it exasperating. At the border they looked in suitcases and waved us by even as we held out our passports. I had asked our driver about passport control. He shrugged and said something about “down the road.”
It is worth an aside to say that in Costa Rica, a few times, we have crossed into Panama to access stores without border control. We assumed this border was similar; that few foreigners cross here and travel further into Honduras. Passport control could be on the other side of Copan Ruinas. Consequently, we were not worried about it.
Well, it was a problem on our return. At first, we blamed our driver’s inexperience with the border but then we realized border officials had let him cross back into Guatemala the day he delivered us and then back into Honduras to pick us up without stamping his passport. Now they wanted to fine him, as well as us.
We wasted one and a half hours with different officials. I decided it was a Honduran scam. Let tourists in, then fine them when they leave for not having their passport stamped. While we argued and waited, we watched numerous vehicles with Guatemalan plates waved through in both directions.
I was surprised how confident my Spanish became when angry. I told them it was a scam. I told them their employee had waved us in, how could we know what to do? We were taken to see a higher-ranking official inside a glass-enclosed office. He was insulted by my argument and kept explaining how passports had to be stamped at every checkpoint. I insisted it was their fault. We had held up our passports at the checkpoint, their employee waved us by.
By now we recognized there was a building where we could have parked and entered where our passports would have been stamped. The building was not signed, only colored blue and white for customs. Maybe if it had been light and not raining? Or if our driver had known? Or did they wave us through purposely?
We were told the fine was approximately $800 which included our driver’s penalty because he had no money. They wanted lempiras which we had been careful to spend. Where is an ATM? I asked, having finally given up.
We were told to walk into Guatemala, while the car remained in Honduras. There was an ATM, but once there, it only had quetzales, the Guatemalan currency. I frustratingly retrieved my card without withdrawing anything just as “El gran jefe” from Honduras arrived, chasing after us. He was overweight and out-of-breath, but pleasant and conciliatory. He told us he had cancelled the fine.
Back at the crossing, we were lectured first by a Honduran and then a Guatemalan, who finally returned our passports. That’s why we have no official record of having been in Honduras. Later, an ex-pat, who frequently crossed into Honduras without having his passport stamped, told me our not being submissive might have been the difference. Perhaps, the border officials had decided we were the sort that would complain to the embassy and write about our experience on Trip Advisor. We will never know. At least we were officially and lawfully back in Guatemala.
Why Guatemala? It had been in the back of my mind for a long time. I recall a childhood game that showed countries and their products. I liked bananas, so maybe that was why I remembered Guatemala —like I remembered reading about Venus and Neptune when I was a child.
As an adult, I had read Bitter Fruit and other books about the country such as I, Rigoberta Menchu, Bird of Life Bird of Death and travel books such as Green Dreams and Guatemalan Journey. Besides, when we were at Uxmal, we heard a tourist say to a guide, “I’ve been to Chichen Itza and now here, I guess I don’t need to see any more Mayan sites!” The guide replied, “No, you have to see Tikal.” We already knew that. * And, then there’s the Pink-headed Warbler. More about that later. Anyway, Guatemala and Tikal had been a dream for years.
The unfortunate border incident was just what we needed at the beginning of the seven-hour brutal drive! Unfortunately, our travails were not over. Etsduardo dropped us off on a crowded street in Antigua and pointed at a doorway. We bumped and bounced our suitcases over to a small desk just inside. After several minutes, the attendant said they were full, and we did not have a reservation. I explained that our birding guide had made the arrangements and gave her his name. That didn’t help. I called Daniel. He was in the field with clients but took the time to talk to the attendant. She seemed satisfied and hung up, but after several minutes still could not find our room. She went for help.
After conferring for more minutes, the two clerks informed us this was one of several hotels with the same owners and our reservation must be at a sister facility a couple of blocks away. Dutifully, we trundled our suitcases down the rainy, cobblestone streets to the other hotel. I was engaged in talking to the attendants. Mary was engaged in looking about. She told me later; she would have refused to stay there. It was busy, small, crowded, and untidy—not our kind of place, particularly for three nights. She did not have to voice her concerns. The woman at the desk also went for help and brought out the manager. He said we did not have a reservation but surely had one at the place we had just come from. Back onto the rainy cobblestones we went.
I called Daniel again and he persuaded the attendant to find someone else for him to talk to. She went for help and finally our reservation was found. They were apologetic and blamed the confusion on a new employee. We had just lost another hour.
We were given keys, passed the attendant’s desk, and entered a hallway which opened onto a courtyard with many plants, tables, and chairs. Our room was tucked back opposite the courtyard. We were so relieved to finally have a place to crash, that we did not look carefully at the setting. We should have asked for a second-story room. Ours was cave-like, the only window opened onto a dark walkway with the courtyard behind.
The hotel’s location was near the main square and the most well-known of the historic buildings. But like every building in the city center, it was 300-500 years old. With the tile construction, every sound was amplified. Facing that interior courtyard and adjacent stairway to the second floor, we heard every sound. We could hear the voices in the next room and chairs scraping anywhere in the building. As the night wore on, people returned from their evening excursions and often sat in the courtyard and conversed.
We had been disappointed with the restaurant we selected, finding on arrival it was a street cafe with benches outside without the relaxing ambience we needed. We were too tired to look elsewhere. Then, it was a long, noisy night culminating with Mary’s early morning attack of intestinal trouble.
We have both faced this malady before (See, The First Time and More, Learning to be Travelers). Mary started a regimen of the antibiotics we always have with us, but she was miserable. Nothing stayed down or in. I could think of other locations where we had endured illness. None were this dark, this noisy and this damp.
She encouraged me not to stay in the dank room. There was nowhere to sit except on the bed or in the courtyard, so I ventured out. A local had told us, “You google Guatemala, you see three things: Antigua, Lake Atitlan and Tikal.” Our arrival with Mary starting into her illness after an awful day of travel and the hotel mix-up did not set us up to enjoy Antigua despite its quaint cobblestone streets, old public buildings and historic cathedral.
It did not help that it was a busy weekend, and that traffic was not restricted. Cars and motorcycles were everywhere. The one-way street in front of our hotel had cars side-by-side, two abreast, bumper-to-bumper, frozen in traffic the entire day. The weather was so heavy (rainy or foggy), vehicle fumes did not dissipate and were very noticeable as I walked about.
It also did not help that we were across the street from “Pappy’s Bar BQ.” In fact, it seemed all the large seventeenth century courtyards inside what were once mansions are now food malls or artisan malls. If you sum up what is behind each door on the quaint streets, nothing is missing: sushi, organic, Irish, vegan, spas, massage, jewelry, clothing, travel agents, 4-wheeler rental, Vietnamese, Indian…and so on. It is a trendy mega-strip mall. Taking your time and being “into” different foods would be a reason for being in Antigua. As for us, Mary’s recovery was aided by a nearby US-style smoothie shop. Indeed, Antigua reminded me of the great Castle of Carcassonne in France where the building is magnificent, but every space has a shop employing a method for extracting tourists’ money.
Antigua has a beautiful old square fronted by an historic municipal building. Both were scenic but filled with vendors of every stripe. Most, apparently, were Indigenous, based on their clothing and features. Most were selling junk while eating pizza from Dominoes. I suspect certain of the vendors’ wares were authentic, but how could one tell? Hats, jewelry, food, weavings, art were everywhere. Others wanted you to take photos and pay for them. Still others seemed desperate, selling items (gum, cheap toys) no one would ever buy. Where did they come from? We wondered what happened at night. Where did they go? After dinner one night, many doorways were full of the Indigenous. Did they sleep with their wares?
I walked up to an overlook/park. With the historic architecture below and the surrounding volcanoes, the “bones” of the old city are scenic and charming. The setting is as beautiful as the touristy photos show. I also found three new bird species in the park. We would have enjoyed a day walking around but would still have been glad to move on.
Our last afternoon in Antigua, we were to be met by my birding guide, Daniel, who had been recommended by a Costa Rican friend as “the best guide in Guatemala.” Five days later, Mary and I easily agreed that our friend had not exaggerated.
Daniel had been guiding twenty-four straight days. He had asked me if he could bring a guide he was training. Erika is a biologist planning for a career as a general nature and adventure guide. We were glad she came. She was knowledgeable, enthusiastic, and always helpful.
There was also an authentic restaurant that Daniel showed us. Traditional foods are often served in bowls. From the menu, you expect a piece of chicken cooked in a particular sauce with the sides of vegetables served on a plate. Instead, you find them all cooked together and served as a stew with corn tortillas on the side. We found these meals tasty and satisfying.
Mary’s condition had improved, but she was unable to accompany us for lunch or the afternoon excursion. Our first stop was El Pilar, private land, but protected as Antigua’s watershed. I recalled the same situation near Manizales in Colombia—the only reason a large area was not deforested was to preserve clean water. Fortunately, wildlife is preserved as a byproduct.
Two birds I had hoped to see were present: Rufous Sabrewing and Bushy-crested Jay. It was a great area for hiking and the views from the mountainside were superb.
Mary had finally recovered sufficiently to join us for a light supper. If there was a positive side to her illness, it was that it had not affected Copan and would not affect our plans for Lake Atitlan and Tikal. She was ready for our 4AM departure the next morning—a morning in which I hoped to see a Pink-headed Warbler.
The whole truth is that as much as I wanted to visit Copan and Tikal, the trip would not have occurred without the opportunity to see a Pink-Headed Warbler. Four years previously, I went on a commercial birding group trip to Chiapas and Oaxaca. My most desired bird was the Pink-headed Warbler.
Guatemala and Chiapas have remnant pine forest—the most southerly pines in the hemisphere. Pink-headed Warblers are confined to the highest (cloud forest) portions of that habitat. They were never widely distributed geographically and are threatened with extinction by both deforestation and climate change. Mexico already lists it as “in peril of extinction” and likely has a larger population than does Guatemala.
Unfortunately, local unrest prevented me from seeing it in Chiapas. Our guide had been scouting for them the week before the group trip. He was threatened and chased. Sadly, while our group was in Chiapas looking for other birds adjacent to the Pink-headed Warbler habitat, men within fifty meters were denuding the slope we were birding with chain saws. Probably, a week later, the area where we saw several interesting species was cut down. The good side of that sad news is that the Chiapas/Oaxaca trip was well worth it anyway, and not seeing the Pink-headed Warbler became a justification for going to Guatemala.**
Our destination that morning was Finca Caleras Chichavac, an old farm. The owner only “selectively” logs the property and invites ecotourists. I did not understand the relationship, but several Indigenous people live in their traditional ways on the property. They wore their native clothing and tied their babies to their backs with long cloths.
The early morning was foggy and rainy but began with a good omen. As we parked the car, Daniel pointed at a distant conifer. That’s a Hooded Grosbeak! It was one of my most desired species, a rare one I had missed when in Chiapas and Oaxaca. Through the scope we had excellent views.
Our good luck continued despite, or maybe because of, the rain. Daniel told me later he feared we would not have a good view of a Pink-headed Warbler. Usually, they are in the treetops, he said. I feared you would see little more than a shape. Instead, to avoid the fog, two came in close and only a few feet off the ground. The rain had briefly ceased, and I was able to otain excellent photographs.
Pink-headed Warbler
Hours later, as we were walking back for breakfast, Daniel turned to me and said, “Have you heard of Alexander Skutch?” “Are you kidding,” I responded.
Skutch is a hero of mine. He was an ornithologist and thinker to which I devoted nearly all the second chapter of my book and quoted throughout. I own all thirty-one of Skutch’s books. I knew he had spent time and written of experiences in Guatemala. Now I was able to have breakfast and tour the very farmhouse where he had lived. This was better than a new bird! I might have eaten breakfast at the same table!
I reread Skutch’s account of the area when we returned home. In his day, avian life was much richer and included Horned Guans and Resplendent Quetzals, both endangered and neither living nearby anymore.
From there we drove to Lake Atitlan where we would spend three nights. Before arriving at our hotel, we stopped to see an unusual hummingbird, the Slender Sheartail. Parking at a farm, we walked under a sign indicating we were entering a bird sanctuary. A rough path routed us past three or four Indigenous who were selling food, drinks, and crafts. Daniel told me guides had known about this location for the Sheartail for years. Eventually, those living and working on the nearby lands erected the sign, charged access, and started vending. I liked the straightforward way birding was adding to the local incomes.
Lake Atitlan is postcard beautiful. Our base was Santiago de Atitlan, one of the twelve villages on the lake. Some villages are only accessible by boat. No road circumnavigates the lake. Tourists take boat excursions to visit these villages to sightsee and shop. Native dress is not a show for the tourists here. It is authentic. Daniel and Erika told us that Guatemala’s twenty-two identified Indigenous groups mostly use traditional ways and clothing.
Mary hired a tuk-tuk and visited a local market one morning while we were birding. There were no other gringos. She did not visit the artisan market where it is possible to buy authentic weavings. Judging by the clothing we saw; the people are experts. We did not take the time to go to that market, not being interested in more things to hang in our house. Here, there were no McDonald’s. Apparently, the US economy has not penetrated beyond Guatemala City, and that stretch to Copan.
Often, I write of missed opportunities and bad luck. Not this time. We saw the birds I desired most and all but one of the others I had hoped for, but it was not easy.
Seeing a Horned Guan pushed me to the edge of my seventy-four-year-old ability. We were on the trail at 4AM. The plan was to climb 2000ft in two hours and arrive at first light where there was a fruiting tree favored by the guans. There were three besides me, Daniel, Erika, and Arlo, a local guide.
Although, I had not run a race in years, my training and experience helped. I began deep-breathing before the climb started so that I would not run out of breath quickly. I scanned every step as we climbed, watching to ensure that I raised my foot the minimum necessary. Whenever the slope moderated, I continued breathing as deeply as I could so that I could maintain and restore my breath. Later, I received compliments for being a fast hiker.
I learned that Arlo roams the upper portions of the volcanoes that surround Lake Atitlan searching for fruiting trees that attract Horned Guans. The forest and understory vegetation where the guans live is thick. The volcano slopes are very steep. Daniel said the only reason the guans persist is that the volcanoes are high enough and access difficult enough that local people do not climb up and shoot them for food.
Arlo’s reconnoitering paid off. We could hear a guan’s deep-nasal call, but it was not in sight. With my inability to triangulate sounds, I would never have found it, but Arlo and Daniel soon pinpointed the location. We had to slide into a steep ravine. We scrambled and finally, Daniel and Arlo, told me to wait. A few minutes later, they returned having found a “hole” in the vegetation through which the guan could be viewed. This bird is so rare (~1000 remain) and its habitat so unfriendly to humans that it is almost mythical. I indulged myself as I watched it feed. What a strange looking bird: gawky in profile, orange feet with long, finger-like toes, overall dark-bodied but with white undersides, a pale blue eye ring and a cream-colored beak with significant overbite that seems to curve from the nostrils. And then there is the horn. If you can visualize a pinky finger separated from the rest of a hand and enclosed in a red examination glove and glued on top, that’s it! We were only a few days past Halloween, this was a bird that appeared to have forgotten to remove its goblin costume. Now it was time for breakfast.
We are signifying our success by showing the horn!
Arlo’s wife had prepared fresh tortillas and chicken and eggs in a tomato salsa. He unwrapped this feast from banana leaves he had carried in his pack. As I ate, I thought about my good fortune to be a birder. Sometimes, all that is needed is the energy to walk a few feet from a parking lot and watch a favored perch as with the Slender Sheartail. Sometimes, a muddy, 6AM hike is needed as for the Pink-headed Warbler. This was more. Accomplishing hikes such as this justify my efforts to stay in shape. I had just seen one of the rarest and oddest species on the planet. Now I was sitting on the slopes of a classically formed volcano enjoying the same breakfast many Indigenous families were having in the huts far below. All of this while I gazed through the trees at Atitlan, one of the world’s most famous lakes.
More about Arlo. Being the one with the mountain legs and lungs, he carried Dani’s scope, the food, the water, and snacks—thus, he had a big load on his back combined with the awkwardness of carrying a scope in his hands. Without all of that, we could not have kept up with him.
On the following day, we hiked up and around on the volcano slopes. Arlo came with us to help spot birds, which he was exceptionally good at, to carry gear, and provide breakfast. Arlo brought his 9- or 10-year-old son, who sat and watched the vehicle when we were away from it. It was sad that the vehicle needed to be watched, but that is common enough anywhere these days.
Why wasn’t Arlo’s son in school? I wondered. Daniel said the state schools are notoriously bad. He himself, with educated parents, went to private schools. Considering how poor everyone is, this guiding and provision of breakfast may be a big part of Arlo’s family’s income. I know that Daniel had employed him three weeks before and was coming back in a couple more weeks. I don’t know what Daniel paid him because local guides were included in what I paid for Daniel’s services. (I also tipped Arlo separately.) On the other hand, Guatemala is not a major birding destination. A couple of companies do have trips there. Whether Arlo is the only one doing this at Atitlan, I have no way of knowing.
Although we had overall good luck birding our last day at Atitlan, there was the one species we missed—Yellow-throated Nightingale Thrush. Daniel had seen it three weeks previously. In the interim, locals had cleared the ravine where the bird had been accessible…in a national park. All the peaks we could see are part of a national park system where there is no enforcement. Wood cutting was occurring all over the lower slopes, even of tiny trees, a practice especially symbolic of the poverty. Meanwhile, more birds and other species, such as a couple that I came to see, are threatened with extinction.
The ravine where we had hoped to find the nightingale thrush had been planted with an invasive, large-leafed plant used for wrapping food. Daniel said gatherers receive only a few centavos for collecting them. We have been in impoverished locations in several countries, but in Guatemala, it was more consistent and pervasive than anywhere else we have been.
I seem to be criticizing Guatemalans for wanton environmental destruction but mix desperate poverty, lack of education, and lack of governmental enforcement…what else could happen? Daniel and Erika also said, most of the Guatemalans who emigrate to the US are from the villages, not the city. In the rural areas, too many of the resources are exhausted and there’s no land for the next generation. Starve or leave…just as Paul Ehrlich predicted in the 1970’s.
In addition, it was only a couple of decades ago that their government, with initial support from the US, determined that every Indigenous person was part of the left-wing opposition. The result was genocide. Santiago had hundreds of “disappeared.” A US Catholic priest, in Santiago de Atitlan, who was helping the Indigenous, was gunned down in the streets by the Guatemalan army.
I asked our guides what they were taught in school about the US-backed coup in 1954 which wrecked their budding democracy and turned the country into chaos. The book Bitter Fruit describes the 1954 debacle in which United Fruit Company, fearing a loss of profits, falsely claimed that a workers strike for a livable wage was Communist inspired. This was the height of the red scare period and Eisenhour had the right-wing zealot Dulles brothers in his cabinet. United Fruit leaders convinced the Dulles brothers, who convinced Eisenhour, and the US helped depose the Guatemalan president and replace him with a military junta.
We had an interesting discussion. They knew about 1954, but a more recent wound described by our friends is that in the 60s and 70s, the CIA, with the consent of the right-wing dictator at the time, injected political prisoners with diseases our troops in Viet Nam were contracting in order to devise treatments. One of our guides had a relative who died from this. I continue to wonder in many of these countries why the inhabitants do not knock all of us on the head when we show up. Fortunately, they do not blame individuals, they blame our government—and the country is desperate for tourist dollars.
The lack of organization and leadership (and money) can be seen all over. Daniel remarked while waving at the lake, “can you imagine how much money Cost Rica would make from this lake…jet skis, zip lines…etc.” Some of that would certainly make sense if it were controlled. Lake Arenal in Costa Rica has those diversions and solid protection for the park areas that surround the lake. What if the government had invested in tourism and jobs infrastructure a few decades ago instead of genocide? (You still see lots of army presence, roadblocks, trucks with soldiers driving around, etc.)
On our final evening, we sat overlooking the beautiful, tranquil lake. Mary had a glass of wine. I had a tumbler of Ron Zacapa, a local rum which had been the answer I was given when I asked if there were a drink or product for which Guatemala was known. The scene was mesmerizing, an enormous (50sq mi, average depth 500ft), calm lake surrounded by the triangular shapes of volcanoes rising 4-5 thousand feet above the calm surface.
Our hotel was perfect, comfortable rooms, tasty, authentic food, nicely landscaped grounds, and a lakeside, perfect for watching the sunset. Watching the Indigenous sculling their skiffs across the lake surface in the fading light was a highlight. Unfortunately, we knew too much. Bass were introduced decades ago. The bass not only wiped out the native fishery, but also caused the extinction of a flightless grebe that had evolved only in this lake. (Bass love to feed on small birds floating on the surface.) The Indigenous people, with no tradition and taste for bass, do not fish for them or eat them. We had seen pipes pouring wastewater directly into Lake Atitlan. There have been lake-wide cyanobacteria outbreaks due to unchecked pollution.
We saw in another location, twenty or so women who had waded into their waist and were washing clothing—a quaint and charming sight but, as Daniel said sarcastically, “and isn’t that great for the lake?” (Daniel is an upbeat person. It is just that his profession confronts him day-to-day with the ongoing environmental degradation. He also guides in Costa Rica and sees conditions that, while not perfect, are much better.)
The constant political turmoil has led to an evangelical takeover of religion from the Catholicism that had been identified with the right-wing, genocidal, leadership. There are thirty-seven evangelical churches and five Catholic in Santiago de Atitlan, a town of 45,000 people that is almost 100% indigenous Maya. Every night there were big fireworks displays, the kind that cost thousands of dollars in the US. This was right across from us—4th of July, every night, just after sunset, fireworks reflecting off the lake’s mirror-like surface. I asked who was responsible and the answer was that it was one of these churches. Extract money from the poor and then use the money to shoot off fireworks!
I was reminded of a short story by B. Traven, “The Kidnapped Saint.” A destitute Indian had used the last of his money to buy votive candles to pray for a saint’s intercession, initially for his sick mother and then in the hopes of obtaining work. After his hopes were dashed, he stole the saint’s statue and hung it in a well. He hoped such treatment would cause the saint to relent and give him what he needed. The Indian eventually dies leaving the statue to be discovered later to the wonderment of those who found it hanging in a well.
Enough negative thoughts! Guatemala has marvelous historic, traditional, and environmental resources. Hotels, guides like Daniel, the weavers who are selling at the market, need tourists to come. If there were enough tourists, there could be enough protection and Resplendent Quetzals, and Horned Guans could again be seen at the base of these volcanoes.
The birding had been magnificent, but Mary and I were rundown. Each day had meant waking at 4 or 5 and going hard. We were looking forward to Tikal, but we had one more stop to make, a multi-generational, long-time, coffee farm, run by a German family: Los Tarrales.
What a wonderful place for birding groups! All we had was a morning, but we saw deer, flocks of Collared Aracaris and other birds. A perfect volcanic cone overlooked the property. There were no new birds for me here, but I enjoyed filming an Ivory-billed Woodcreeper and seeing a Great Black Hawk fly over. There was a swimming pool and nice grounds. I would return. From there, Daniel and Erika dropped us off at the airport for our flight to Flores where we would catch a shuttle for the hour-plus ride to Tikal.
We had already endured three frustrating days of travel. It was time for more. This story has a successful conclusion, but not without our having to experience significant mental distress. Although we were six hours early, we went to check in with TAG airlines. No one at the counter spoke English, but they communicated easily enough that our flight to the city of Flores was not going. Mechanical problems! They said. When could we go? No one knew. They looked at each other and shrugged. Wait! is all they said, so we did.
Three hours later, we were told there would be a flight at approximately eleven PM. We asked how long the flight would take. The two attendants looked at each other and shrugged. When will we arrive? I asked. Again, nothing. One went in the back for a few minutes. When she returned, she said, We think forty-five minutes. There are three or four flights to Flores per day. How could they not answer such simple questions?
The late arrival meant we would miss the hour plus shuttle ride to our hotel at Tikal. Mary and I frantically attempted to communicate both to Flores and our hotel. Would anyone meet us? Could a ride be arranged? Would someone be there to let us in our room after midnight? We were never able to receive firsthand information but decided we had to get to Flores, even if it meant staying in the town for one night.
We sat there fretting and aggravated. Meanwhile, the departure board continued to update TAG flights, but none were for Flores. Flights to other cities, including some departing the next morning, were posted. Why not ours? Finally, I decided to check if there really would be a flight that night. Again, my presence caused consternation among the three attendants. One finally turned to me and said, You must hurry. The door for the flight is about to close. I ran for Mary, and we ran for the gate. We were among the last to board. We waited eagerly for the pilot’s announcements to ensure the flight was actually going to Flores.
Ironically, the twin-engine plane was spotless and modern. The flight attendants were professional. Our luggage was on board, and our arrival in Flores was earlier than our original schedule. Of course, our hotel had thought the flight had been cancelled, so our shuttle was quite late. Nonetheless, after all the anxiety, we were relieved when we finally arrived at The Jungle Lodge at Tikal.
Unlike Chichen Itza, where copious vendors mar the experience, peddlers and their wares are not allowed inside the park where it is a twenty-to-thirty-minute walk to any of the structures. Regrettably, labeling and signage were poor compared to Copan and what we usually encountered in Mexico. Copan’s museum is also much better than Tikal’s, the latter of which, while interesting, was composed mostly of photographs. Nevertheless, Tikal did not disappoint us.
Settlers from Tikal are believed to have initiated the Mayan influence (there were already farmers present) at Copan which is about one-quarter the size. Indeed, Tikal was the dominant Mayan city for several hundred years, although Calakmal and others were as powerful.
The temple complexes for which Tikal is known are astounding, especially if one imagines them with the original garish colors. The hieroglyphic record is also strong, describing history and honoring the rulers with stellae, altars and temples. During the seventh century, the Tikal ruler was captured and sacrificed by the city-state of nearby Caracol causing a hiatus of more than a century in Tikal’s hegemony. All of this can be visualized by the timing, quality, and quantity of structures.
Initially we hiked to one of the minor temples and then followed the trail to the main plaza.
A portion of Tikal’s Central Plaza
Even with a lot of people there and the tour guides doing their claps*** in front of the pyramids, it was breathtaking to contemplate what it must have been like. There were two large temples facing each other over a central plaza. On the other sides of the plaza were large complexes, the North Acropolis, and the Central Acropolis.
We had no difficulty filling out our day inspecting the buildings and sculptures. We were well-prepared to visit the site and enjoyed reconstructing the history and visualizing how life had been for the Mayans. With our preparation, we did not miss having a guide, but, nevertheless, soon wished we had more time.
That night, we viewed the sunset from Temple IV. For this, or for a sunrise view, a guide is required. We welcomed having a guide because if your flashlight failed on the way back or you stumbled off the trail, you would be lost. (It has happened.) Walking back at night, the darkness was total. There are no lights, and the jungle is dense. Without experience and knowledge of where things were, it would be easy to become disoriented within the trail system. Perhaps that added to the feeling of mystery.
Our guide, Benedicto, was arranged for us by Daniel. He was an excellent choice and was tipped off that we were interested in birds. He immediately took us to the favorite perch of a pair of rare and near-threatened, Orange-breasted Falcons. There are believed to be only two dozen pairs in Central America and the Peregrine Fund has established a breeding program to save the species. This falcon is larger than the more common Bat Falcon. It was appropriate that Tikal, being such a prominent site, harbored this large, rare raptor.
Once we climbed the ladders and stairs to view the sunset, we were surprised to see that there was probably no one up there within thirty years of our age. It was not that difficult to ascend. Maybe the age difference reflected our desire to travel solo rather than with a tour, as did the younger visitors.
As we looked around, we could see temple crests rising from the thick jungle. It was difficult to comprehend that more than fifty thousand people had lived there and that the dense forest we were viewing had been cut down for housing or crops. I realized that Orange-breasted Falcons probably did not live on the temples when the civilization was at its peak. There would have been too many people and not enough prey. From our vantage point, we could visualize what the first Europeans saw–nothing but mounds with vegetation-covered temple-crests emerging from the forest. It was incredible to comprehend, what was there, what it was like, how it was built and that it all collapsed.****
We wondered. Who were the individuals who built these? What had they looked like? What had they thought of? Even though those questions are being answered in recent years, it was still a place to contemplate the past. What had the ceremonies been like? Did all fifty thousand inhabitants crowd around?
We can visit our Capitol, Washington’s Mt Vernon, or Jefferson’s Monticello and consider 250 years of our civilization. Here at Tikal, it had been six or seven times as long. All that history, all that life! Now, after the sunset tours are done, no one is there. Bats swoop about, Mottled Owls hoot, and the pair of Orange-breasted Falcons rest until dawn.
Our second full day consisted of rain and fog. It was eerie to see the temple crests looming, barely visible, in the mist. We could stand in the plazas gazing at the size and grandeur, but photography was difficult.
As with Copan, we wished we had another day. There was more of Tikal to see, and I had not recognized how good the birding would have been. I would certainly have seen two or three new species with another day. But it was time to go.
On that last morning, we worried in the shuttle all the way to Flores whether TAG’s plane would, indeed, be there. It was, but this time the problem was American Airlines. The counter attendant informed us that our plane to Dallas was going to be late arriving into Guatemala City. American had already scheduled us to spend the night in Dallas. We were also informed that the next morning’s early flight to Grand Junction from Dallas was already full, so we were being routed to Phoenix. Instead of arriving home that night, it would be late the next afternoon.
You might guess what happened next. The flight into Guatemala City made up a lot of the time. More was made up flying to Dallas. When we landed, no other international flights had arrived, and we breezed through customs with sufficient time to catch our original flight. Except! We were now ticketed through Phoenix the next day. We attempted to change our tickets back to the original, but the lines were long. We frantically watched the minutes pass and finally reached the counter. The attendant said, The flight is still here but it is in the next terminal. You won’t make it. I am not allowed to change your ticket.
In the end, our trip encompassed fifteen days. We traveled on six, each of them memorable for problems. Mary was sick two additional days. That left seven; each of which I would describe as perfect. Soon after our return, Mary said she would never have done the trip if she had known about the travel and being sick. However, months later, she agreed, it had been worth it. We would never give up those seven perfect days.
*In our opinion, the best cross-section of Mayan sites would be Copan, Uxmal, Palenque, and Tikal, reluctantly leaving out Calakmal. If it were a single, brief trip, we recommend the central Yucatan (Uxmal, Calakmal), with a side trip to Palenque.
**Apparently, Chiapas residents have now recognized that birders are harmless and have money to spend. They recently had a “bird fair” in the area we were unable to access and are now welcoming birders.
***Mayan pyramids are known for having been constructed such that they magnified sounds from the courtyards in front. Because of this, all the tour guides take their charges to the front of the pyramid and clap. The infernal, never-ending claps became annoying. Plus, neither Mary nor I sensed that much of an effect on sound.
****Jared Diamond, in his book, Guns, Germs and Steel, posits that besides the over-exploitation of the environment, the Mayans failed because there were no beasts of burden or large food animals to domesticate. It was not that Europeans were inherently smarter or more resilient, but the latter had cattle, horses, sheep, and goats. All the Mayans had available were gamebirds. In addition, the Europeans were not as isolated. For example, the Roman legions conquered foreign lands and exacted tribute. The Mayans, deep in the jungle, had significant geographic barriers, such as vast swamps, impassable jungle, or mountains, which prevented their expansion and colonization.
A New Adventure is coming up and I’m sure it will be a good one. Sigurd Olson: the final words remaining on his typewriter the day he died, at 82, while snowshoeing.
My son and I had just completed a wondrous day of skiing at Copper Mountain. Adam had driven from Ft Collins where he attended Colorado State University. I had driven from Grand Junction and had rented a room so we could have another day together. I was feeling warm and mellow, anticipating another fun time tomorrow. The phone rang.
Mary was on the line—in tears. Although low-mileage and not daily, she was a runner. Recently, she had complained of pelvic pain afterward. Today it had been intense and had not subsided.
Prior to that Copper Mountain phone call, our outdoor activities, usually backpacking, had never been curtailed by a physical problem. This time a week-long Grand Canyon backpack trip had to be cancelled. I have always marveled at Mary’s equanimity. She can find the good in bad situations and, more importantly, not let a negative condition affect other parts of her life. Nevertheless, she identified so much with her ability to enjoy the outdoors, this malady was devastating.
Now began a multiyear ordeal of orthopedic surgeons, physiatrists, and sports medicine specialists including sessions with the current and past presidents of the International Pelvic Pain Society. A pelvic specialist and then a physiatrist at the University of Colorado both proffered incorrect diagnoses. Their final recommendation was that Mary take antidepressants.
Fortunately, talented, and specially trained physical therapists identified asymmetries in Mary’s body caused by a displaced tailbone from a previously forgotten childhood accident and by post-appendectomy surgical adhesions. The asymmetries were addressed with frequent manipulation and exercise. Although Mary was able to backpack again, her disorder requires vigilance and occasional treatment. Regular physical therapy visits are a lifelong routine. We had to plan shorter trips, limit the weight she carries, and be more careful about terrain.
As Mary improved to where she could manage longer walks, Adam and his wife-to-be, asked if Mary could do a trip to Minnesota’s Boundary waters. The planned trip had mostly short portages. Adam said he could carry Mary’s gear so she wouldn’t have to handle any weight.
The trip was an ideal corrective—a backpacking-type experience with minimal stress to Mary’s condition. Her gear fit easily into Adam’s large pack, so she had no sense of being a burden. Adam and I had to make two trips at each portage anyway—one with a canoe, one with packs. Mary could be just as busy around camp as ever.
There was a further reason the trip had special significance. Sigurd Olson, one of the founders of The Wilderness Society, had long been a favorite writer. I had already read most of his books describing the Quetico/Superior area. Olson worshiped wilderness. His books are replete with extravagant descriptions of his feelings about the landscape. I once lent one to a well-read friend and when she returned it, her comment was a quizzical, Don’t you find his writing pretentious? Put on the defensive, I made an excuse, but as I thought of it later, I decided Olson’s unabashed and, yes, conceited love for the area resonated with me.
Here’s an example: I have discovered I am not alone in my listening, that almost everyone is listening for something, that the search for places where the singing may be heard goes on everywhere. It is part of the hunger all of us have for a time when we were closer to nature than we are today. Should we actually hear the singing wilderness, cities and their confusion become places of quiet, speed and turmoil are slowed to the pace of the seasons, and tensions are replaced by calm.
Furthermore, Olson had kindled my interest in the voyageurs, the area’s original canoe travelers, who had transported supplies and furs from the 1680s until the late 1870s. At their pinnacle in the early 1800s, the voyageurs numbered up to three thousand. The deprivations and labor these men endured, and the wilderness they experienced were awesome to contemplate.
Having no previous experience, an excursion that far northeast of our home in Western Colorado had never been considered. Fortunately, Adam and Cara had a contact who worked for an outfitter; they arranged everything. After our long layoff, Mary and I were delighted at the prospect of a new and unexpected wilderness adventure.
My fantasies and dreams about the region were fulfilled. I was exhilarated by the idea of portaging, even though once, I rammed the canoe into a tree, knocked it off the shoulder pads and briefly stunned myself as it bounced on my head. Our travails, of course, were nothing compared to the original voyageurs who carried at least two ninety-pound bundles of furs. I was able to fantasize about walking in their footsteps on routes that had been used for centuries. At one turn, I almost rammed my canoe into a moose. Its height was startling. It was the first I had ever seen.
Our campsites were regularly serenaded with loon music as one or more pairs danced and called in the twilight. I had read of it, listened to recordings, but to hear the eerie wailing at a wilderness campsite, what could be better!
Dueting loons.
I had read of loons and North Country fishing in Outdoor Life and Sports Afield. Those magazines were my teenage escape from Southern Illinois where fishing was limited to whatever lived in the nearby muddy creeks and ponds–usually catfish and bluegill. Catching smallmouths in Minnesota evoked those wistful dreams of my youth when the idea of such sport had the same reality as trapping Martians.
Additionally, I caught them with my trusty Zebco 33 reel, bought when I was twelve. Here, 45 years later, I was using the same reel on a trip that would not be happening without my son and his girlfriend. I wrote in my journal: —What would that twelve-year old have thought to envision being on a lake like this with my son, his girlfriend, and a wife of 35 years that I deeply love? I would have been thrilled, I’m sure.
At home, a week later, I added: I do wonder what it means exactly, now sitting here thinking of my own aches and pains, and Mary’s. I was taught, or learned, that if I were good enough life would be pain free. Not so. I have learned that the older one gets, the more physical pain is involved and the more you know to worry about. On the other hand, while on this trip, I celebrated my wife, caught smallmouth bass, heard loons calling, watched eagles soar, and heard Cara giggling as she and Adam talked. The beautiful things were all I observed. Why weren’t my problems relevant then? Because they are minor? Because I couldn’t do anything about them? I wonder. In my mind’s eye I return to paddling on a wilderness lake as the sun sets. Very near to us, loons laugh and call and hoot loudly.
Our camps were idyllic, except for mosquito time, regular at dusk, but untroublesome otherwise. Once, we camped on a peninsula so narrow, it felt like an island. Birdlife was impressively absent, except for the calling loons. The other sound was red squirrels chattering incessantly. One evening, I wrote: The sunset was magnificent—a red orb dropping through high clouds and finally disappearing within the dense forest before leaving us in darkness.
I appreciated that campsites were established. The remaining landscape was choked with deadfalls and brush or was impassable bog. Often our paddling was through narrow passages fully engulfed in grasses and pond lilies. The tall birches and filmy fern-like balsams were lovely.
Once when exiting the canoe onto what I thought was solid ground, I plunged in thigh deep. At another portage access, a woman who had arrived before us, pointed our way to safety, saying the most obvious step was booby deep, as she had just plunged into her chest.
On our toughest day, the weather threatened with thunder and occasional gusts of wind. We had to paddle across a large lake. Landing for the portage, in contrast to the usual boggy landings, we encountered a narrow, stony, trail. This portage was narrow, steep, rocky, and uneven, not soft, and smooth as we had become accustomed. Although we had done a portage two and one-half times as long the previous day, this one was more difficult.
Later, I learned this portage crossed the Laurentian Divide, the remnant of the former mountains. Glaciation had left the area with only a thin layer of soil. All around us were the Precambrianigneous and high-grade metamorphic rocks that form the ancient geologic core of North America. We were experiencing the Canadian Shield the deep bedrock that stretches north from the Great Lakes to the Arctic Ocean, covering over half of Canada and most of Greenland while also extending principally into parts of Minnesota and Michigan in the United States. As we continued paddling, we passed a series of lakes: but there were no campsites, only twenty-to-thirty-foot cliffs of Precambrian Canadian Shield. Though confined, I mused that these inaccessible lakesides must be true, deep, wilderness. The water itself was a clear, bottomless green.
Mary propelling our canoe!
As we paddled from one lake to the next, the weather deteriorated. The sky was black. Fortunately, there were only a few gusts of wind as we quickly learned how defenseless we were in our lightweight canoes.
Bolts of lightning flashed in front of us. We paddled half of the lake before taking a campsite on a long finger that stretched toward the middle. We ate lunch under a tarp to shield us from the rain.
When the rain ceased, I had a chance to explore. Even on a peninsula, I recognized how easy it would have been to become lost on land. There were no landmarks and no obvious lines of travel. But then, I confronted something remarkable. Here was an enormous field of ripe, red raspberries. Was it an acre? More? I could gorge on them.
I did not even pull out my fishing gear. I ate raspberries. I finally understood how a bear could survive on berries. Indeed, I kept looking for one. Surely the size and status of this extravaganza had to be familiar to local bruins.
I ate and ate and wondered where the bear was. It was a fantasy. The sun finally came out. Mary and I swam in the surprisingly warm water. Later, on a rock partially out in the lake, I read more of Olson’s Open Horizons. He quoted Kalil Gibran about a friend who had died: For life and death are one even as the river and sea are one and what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun and drink from the river of silence. I wrote: I like that. It would be good at my own funeral.
About 5:30 the next morning after a stormy night, there was a roar of wind. Our canoes were beached but I heard them shuffling about. I was about to emerge but heard Adam out already to ensure they did not blow into the lake. Later that morning, we saw canoes that had suffered such a fate. Groups were standing at their campsites, somberly viewing their submerged canoes, well out in the lake.
Our float that day was difficult; very narrow. We had to step out into the water and pull the canoes over beaver dams. We paddled into bogs where we wondered if we had lost our way. But we found the portages we expected. I saw my one new bird on the trip– a black-backed woodpecker.
The trip was the perfect antidote for our previous year of inactivity. Although older than anyone else we encountered, we now knew we could still do things. Our outdoor activities, while changed, were not over. It was gratifying when we approached a portage where a group of men, mid-way between our late-50s and Adam and Cara’s mid-twenties had to wait briefly for us to land our canoes. They had a great deal of gear, possibly having been out for weeks. One of them looked at Mary and I and said admiringly, Well, here are some young folks wanting to have fun.
In the silence and the heat and the glare we gazed upon a seared wasteland a sinister and savage desolation. And found it infinitely fascinating. …In the morning we went on, deeper into the back country, back of beyond.
The Indians were here first. They discovered America, explored it and settled it, and in so doing did not overlook even the most obscure canyons of the southwest.SLICKROCK, Edward Abbey, 1971.
I told myself the new landscape was as good, but it was not. The flowering was not as profuse nor as colorful as the Sonoran Desert. The plants were not exotic; nothing like saguaros or ocotillos or the various chollas. Where were the Gila Monsters and Desert Iguanas? It was the same with the birds. Where were the bright colors of a Vermillion Flycatcher, the weird guttural nhuh nhuh of a Cactus Wren?
I expected to like the Redrock Country. I had read DESERT SOLITAIRE and Edward Abbey’s pronouncement that Utah’s Canyon country was the most beautiful place on earth, but I also knew when I read the book, Abbey himself lived in or near Tucson. It was a while before I appreciated the Redrock forms for their singular beauty.
Now, I have lived in the Redrock country for more than forty-five years, consecutive except for one in Missouri where I would tell my children that the sky was not blue. Blue was a cloudless western sky contrasting with a Redrock canyon wall.
In Missouri, I missed the odor of sage. I would crush the leaves with my fingers and inhale the fragrance during every hike after we returned to Grand Junction. Although I missed the rainy-season scent of Sonoran Desert creosote bushes, the sage had become as precious. The Redrock had become home.
I had the good fortune of local fieldwork assignments, spending dozens of work nights in Eastern Utah in Monticello and a few more in Moab, all related to investigating contamination remaining after uranium mining and milling. In the 1980’s, tourism was a fraction of now. Both Moab and especially Monticello retained a small Mormon town ambience. One local health officer, an occasional co-worker, told me he was moving back to Idaho. I asked why, and he said, I have been a Mormon all my life, but even after three years, I’m not accepted here. You have to be born here!
With the ever-present, dazzling skyline of the Abajo and La Sal Mountains, it was a magnificent area in which to work, except for dinners. Monticello had a single location where a beer could be purchased with a meal. An elderly woman had converted her garage into a steakhouse. I hesitate to call it a restaurant. She would shuffle to the table and say: Ribeyes is ten. Sirloins is eleven. T-bones is twelve.
I ate there enough to learn that all steaks went on the grill at the same time and came off when the thinnest was well-done. Always. It did not matter what was requested. Those of us with more experience would take advantage of new companions by telling them how bad the steaks were. Inevitably, they would order the cheaper, thinner, ribeyes such that the thicker T-bones we ordered would come off the grill before being overcooked.
Our initial intimate experiences in the Redrock country were at Arches National Park. Mary and I visited the first weekend after moving to Grand Junction and it was a favorite place when our children were young. This was before the advent of campsite reservations. We would leave home before seven AM so we could arrive about nine and hang out in the full campground like vultures, waiting to descend when someone left. We had a favorite campsite which we secured several times. We could put our tent up a small hill within a group of boulders. We had privacy and it was perfect for keeping track of children.
One night a storm of dangerous winds, rain and sleet battered the campground. We had put Ann and Adam to bed. Mary and I, not wanting to disturb them, tried huddling in the lee of a boulder. We watched as campers around us packed and left—including some with truck-mounts or with trailers. We could understand after we tried sitting in the car. After twenty minutes of rocking and buffeting, we decided to pack up and drive home. Surely, Ann and Adam were disturbed by the heaving and loud whacking of the tent, but both were sleeping soundly. What to do? We gave up and crawled in. I remember moving my sleeping bag as far from the tent walls as I could to keep them from flapping against me. I hoped no poles would snap and bring the tent down on top of us.
We heard more people pack up. Our kids slept on. I do not recall whether I fell asleep before the wind ceased, but I remember waking to a practically empty campground on a still and sunny, albeit cold, morning. Mary was nestled deep inside her sleeping bag, still slumbering, as were the kids. Our bags, despite the tent being zipped, were covered with a layer of red sand.
Our “stay” was rewarded. We had a near-private experience with the Fiery Furnace’s exquisite arches, towers, and narrows. Reservations had been required and it had been full, but now it was only us and another couple.
That is not to say that we never aborted a camping trip. Ann had just turned two. Adam had gestated approximately eight months. We were camping at Split Mountain Gorge in Dinosaur National Park. I have a vivid memory of vultures preparing to roost alongside the Green River. They sailed back and forth as the sun set behind me. The vultures’ shadows were projected on the canyon wall opposite. Shadows and vultures were black and weaving up and down, back, and forth, closer, and farther. I never expected vultures to be so enchanting.
But then the rain came. We retreated to our tent, then decided we would be more comfortable reading to Ann in the car. After the rain stopped, we lifted Ann back into the tent and turned to gather more gear. We heard our daughter giggling as she jumped around splashing in water. We had two inches in the tent. We packed it all up and drove back over Baxter Pass for an after-midnight arrival at home, but with pleasant memories all the same.
Our most beloved tent camping site was at Capital Reef National Park. In the mid-eighties, the Park was never crowded, even at midsummer when campers could indulge, as did the resident deer, on heavily laden apricot trees in the historic orchards. Our campsite was next to the Fremont River. I would sit in the shallow, swift river with only my head exposed; my lap full of heavy rocks so I could remain stationary. Violet-green Swallows and White-throated Swifts would zip by inches from my face.
While in camp, we were lulled by the sound of the river as Mary and I conversed at the picnic table. Our children slept well, as they always did, not pacified by the murmur of flowing water but by the promise of donuts. All they had to do was not get up once we put them down for the night. We chuckled as we would often hear one or the other hiss at their partner. Be quiet!
Our sojourn in Missouri caused us to miss Capitol Reef for a few years. In the meantime, the Park Service expanded and redesigned the campground. The charming tent sites by the river were eliminated. An area was designated for tents as if by afterthought. It was in the middle of a turnaround where all the traffic had to pass. I wrote to the superintendent, complaining about our disagreeable experience. His response was unsympathetic, saying we should buy our own RV.
Three decades later we finally visited Zion National Park. We hiked/waded the famous Narrows. We rode the first bus in the morning and while usually in sight of others, had a pleasurable experience—one-way. On the way back, we encountered the multitude. When we emerged from The Narrows to the concrete path that returned us to the bus stop, the approaching throng made it impossible to walk normally or stay on the sidewalk. Similarly, climbing Angel’s Tower was exhilarating. The vista outward was expansive, but up close, my view was the belt of the person in front of me, as if we were riding a crowded escalator.
I now compare such places to museums. For example, in Florence, we went to the Galleria dell ‘Accademia to see Michelangelo’s David. I thought I was prepared, but I was amazed by the statue’s perfection. As expected, I shared the encounter with an elbow-to-elbow crowd. I am not saying the experiences are bad, only to describe how they are. I would not change it if I could. Our National Parks need to be available to everyone, but we need other locales set aside, where numbers are controlled, where wildlife and solitude are paramount.
As our children became of age, and with the masses assembling at the National Parks, we switched from car-camping to backpacking. Early spring was our favorite time. The mountains were still snowbound. There were no leaves, no insects, and few birds, but we were ahead of crowds of people and gnats.
Our first camp was near Bullet Canyon’s Perfect Kiva and Jailhouse Ruin on Cedar Mesa. Although the trail was well-trodden, the surrounding area was unspoiled. We had a spacious site to ourselves, a grand view, and enjoyed the full moon’s descent behind the canyon’s walls. In the morning, we were treated to a young Peregrine Falcon squawking for food from the cliffs overhead.
That first trip was memorable for the wide-eyed excitement of our early-teen children as they spotted ruins. Despite the thick brush, which my son referred to as running the gauntlet, they would throw off their packs and scramble the rough paths up to an alcove. Sometimes there was only a granary. Sometimes it was more. A year later, we avoided Kane Gulch and Bullet Canyon, where we often had been in sight or hearing of other people. We saw no one except near the Collins Trailhead. At Water Canyon, we viewed the interesting panel of pictographs and the Red Man, a well-known figure, legs shown crossed as if striding along. Instead of a calling Peregrine, we were regaled by eerie screeches from juvenile Great Horned Owls.
The Red Man, Water Canyon.
From a ranger’s tip, we entered an unnamed side canyon. Entry was not difficult although there was a ledge where we had to remove and hoist our packs before scrambling up ourselves. The ranger called it Shangri-la. We could see why. The canyon was unsullied. No trail, no human footprints. Never had I seen darker cryptogams. We were careful to stay on game trails as we hiked. We felt bad for being there and wondered why the ranger had told us about it. (He must have told others. While drafting this essay, I needed less than a minute on the internet to find references to hiking within this canyon. Shangri-la no more!)
Not wanting to spoil the ambience for others by leaving obvious signs someone had camped, we pitched out tents in a dry section of the wash near a clear pool. We had supper, cleaned up, and watched the setting sun illuminate spires on the canyon rim as if they were medieval towers.
It was cold, but a superb night for stargazing. Wasn’t this a pastime of the Ancestral Puebloans? There is Rigel and there is Betelgeuse.What were Puebloan names for those stars? Our canteens were frozen in the morning but warmed quickly in the rising sun; accompanied by the ubiquitous “mew” of Spotted Towhees—the sound of spring on Cedar Mesa.
That night, back in Grand Gulch, we camped near Grand Arch. Rock chips were abundant. Corn cobs remained, as did small animal skeletons. The alcove was adorned with three types of ancient handprints: flat and normal, spiraled with white fingers, and green ones. We held our own fingers above those ancestral hands and contemplated the passage of time and humanity.
A waist high ledge comprised a natural kitchen counter within the arch’s alcove. Well-worn depressions indicated its use as a metate. We stood there ourselves and rolled and pushed an elliptical stone, a mano. We discussed those who came before, eight hundred years ago, and thought of them grinding corn, standing where we were, listening to the ancestors of the towhees mewing softly in the brush. What name did the Ancestral Puebloans give them? Did they name them after their call, or their loud habit of scratching fallen plant detritus?
I realized this location was one of the few places on earth where more people lived hundreds of years ago as compared to now. How long had they lived here? Did they grow corn just there? What happened to them? To where did they move?
I noticed a tamarisk. It was not there when the Indigenous were here. What will our house be like in a thousand years?Will there be a trace of us? Will anyone ponder those who came before? Before our house was built, the property was a sugar beet farm and desert before that. Here, I suspect the Puebloans would be chagrined at how the stream has incised and how erosion has taken their corn fields.
A subsequent trip found us in Slickhorn, a different sort of canyon than Grand Gulch. Mary did not like it because passage was more akin to scrambling than hiking. I celebrated the fact that Adam, for the first time, was carrying the most weight. (Ann was now away at college.) Our first lunch stop was graced by a bighorn ram chiseled in the rock above.
We found a fine camp on our third day. Mary, having tired of loose rocks, was content to stay and read. Adam and I decided to hike to the San Juan River.
Hiking from a desert rim, down a drainage and finally emerging at a mighty river is something I have experienced often. It is a spiritual experience. Those canyons are usually dry and hot. The idea of a river feels incongruous. Eventually, you know you are close. Is the river around the next bend? No! Maybe the next? When you arrive, it is shocking to see all that water in the desert.
The approach to the San Juan from Slickhorn is notable for the pour points. Ten, twenty, thirty feet below is a plunge pool of aquamarine water. You find the bypass, reach the bed, inspect the pool, consider how deep it is, then turn back downstream and hike to the next one. I wished it were warm enough to swim, but if it were summer, there would be no water, or it would be stagnant. At the time, after reading Abbey, Ann Zwinger, and others, reaching the San Juan in this way was the fulfillment of a fantasy. I told Adam I felt conflicted about my exhilaration, Here I am almost fifty. This is something I have long desired to do, but I am also realizing I will not do everything I wanted.
Adam and I returned to Cedar Mesa on a hot, June weekend to explore Fish and Owl canyons. We saw ruins immediately in Owl Canyon but noted how dry it was. How much wetter was the climate when ancestral Puebloans inhabited the area?
After a while, we approached a pool. From above, Adam guessed forty feet deep. I thought ten or more. It would have been an amazing swimming hole, but it was a quarter mile past the pool before we reached creek bottom. It was one hundred degrees. We did not feel like hiking back.
We watched the intermittent pools dwindle as we hiked on. Our guidebook said there was water at Nevill’s arch—but we walked a half-mile past as it became drier and drier. We had to backtrack to Nevill’s and a half-mile more to find a tiny pool to camp alongside. We spent the evening watching the bats sailing up and down the canyon while we discussed our books. I was re-reading Gabriel García Márquez One Hundred Years of Solitude and Adam was reading Nabokov’s Pale Fire. MY SON!
The next day, we found it so dry at the confluence, we wondered if we would have water that night, but upper Fish is spring-fed. Black Phoebes were feeding young. Common Poor-wills called into the night. As one would expect, this area was well-known to the Ancestral Puebloans as ruins were all about. It was also where I barely missed what could have been a serious accident.
We had found an acceptable campsite and set up our tents and spread out our gear. I decided to explore further upstream. Minutes away was the perfect campsite—better watered, better shaded, and with a more expansive view. I returned to Adam. We must move, I said. He was reluctant, but I prevailed. Not wanting to repack, I slung my pack over one arm, having to hold that arm behind my head to support the weight. I locked my other arm around my still put-together tent and entwined various other gear in my fingers. As we were making our way, I tripped on a slight downward slope and fell face first into a trailside tangle of stout brush. Adam, frightened, came running. He helped extricate my gear so I could get up. My forehead and one cheek were scratched. I looked again at where I had fallen. Three or four inches in either direction and I could have impaled an eye or pierced a cheek. I felt stupid—and lucky.
On later trips, we hiked John’s and then Main canyon. In the latter, I picked up an ammo box that had been set there for hikers to record comments. My son, who was amidst earning his bachelor’s degree in English, had arrived several minutes earlier. Maybe he had a recent creative writing class. He had written, we didn’t see any of the elves. Perhaps the Mormons ate them.
I made subsequent trips to Grand Gulch with friends instead of family. The trips were shorter, but we explored more of the side canyons, visited the Green Mask, and viewed other rock art. It was interesting to contrast this civilization with the Mayans and with Europe at that time. What circumstances of climate, arrival time and culture kept this society so far behind? Or was it behind? Perhaps, we cannot read all the signs! I also thought about what the inhabitants in 1200 CE wondered about those 500 years before.
As time passed, crowds in the Redrock became more problematic, although sometimes we had good luck. When we backpacked the Paria, there was a flash flood warning. The rain never occurred but we learned later that the warning caused two, large risk-averse commercial trips, that had the same permitted itinerary as ours, to cancel. We had the Paria almost to ourselves.
Hiking the Paria.
In contrast, a friend and I planned a trip from the Hole-In-the-Rock Road. We hiked Coyote Gulch first, following it to the Escalante River. The Bureau of Land Management required permits, but there were no limits. It was a pleasant hike, but groups were camped at every bend. What good then, were permits?
We had planned to descend the slot canyons Peek-a-boo and Spooky, but the parking area had the appearance of Black Friday at the mall, so we opted to hike down Fence Canyon to visit Neon Canyon and the so-called Golden Cathedral, a pour point with a remarkable triple arch.
With a nearby early morning start, we had a private experience with the Golden Cathedral. From there we hiked into Choprock canyon—which had an exhilarating section of narrows and again, saw no one. But that changed on the hike out. Hikers headed to the Golden Cathedral were spread over the countryside. One couple intersected the trail. We queried them. There had been a “post” on a certain website. Someone had informed the world that 1.3 miles could be saved by avoiding the trails. Everyone was marching across the landscape as they followed the post’s GPS waypoints. I have complained about our National Parks being overrun. At least in the Parks, efforts are made to confine people to trails and educate them why it is necessary—not so much when the BLM manages the areas.
One of my last backpacks into Utah’s canyon country was the Woodenshoe-Peavine route into Dark Canyon. Unlike the Cedar Mesa hikes, this one is at a higher elevation, exceeding 8000 ft at times. Our guidebook called it the wildest canyon in Utah.
The route was usually straightforward but there was a swampy wet meadow for a mile or so where the trail frequently disappeared. We had to walk back and forth to find it. On the other side was a perfect camp under large ponderosa pines. I thought I was in the mountains of Southern Arizona. During the night I heard Flammulated Owls, Common Poor-wills, and coyotes. Unfortunately, we paid a high price for the campsite because we had not traveled far enough. The next day we had to hike ten hours on a mostly dry and dusty trail.
Mercifully, our lunch spot was splendid, at a lovely hanging wall spring upstream of the Woodenshoe/Dark Canyon confluence. The spring flowed fifty-sixty ft down a canyon wall creating a lush green, hanging, garden although only droplets splashed into the pool below.
In the middle of that hot afternoon, however, farthest from the trailheads, I took notice. There was no sign of cattle grazing! The cryptogams were dark and faultless. I did not see cheat grass. Imagine that! Increasingly weary, we bemoaned our guidebook which falsely promised water at Trail Canyon. Eventually, we found a stagnant and silt-laden pool for our night’s water.
The final morning’s hike was a microcosm of western public lands’ issues. The drainage, Peavine canyon, became well-watered, lush, and green. Birdsong was everywhere. We encountered elk, including three handsome 6-point bulls. Then we reached a fence. Cattle were on the other side. The final part of the hike was denuded, incised, and smelled like a stockyard. I was horrified that “my” public land was so ill-treated. Grazing public lands accounts for a tiny fraction of the beef industry and this was one of the worse examples I have seen of range abuse. Being in a National Monument, as now exists for the Grand-Staircase Escalante and the Bears Ears, is insufficient protection.
Ten years later, our daughter, nostalgic about her childhood memories, asked us to accompany her family to Grand Gulch. Being in our seventies, me with recent back surgery, a multi-day backpack was not appealing. But we wanted to go. They were exiting Bullet Canyon where we had camped the first night on our first backpacking trip into Cedar Mesa. I proposed that Mary and I hike into Bullet and meet them on their fourth night. We would arrive late in the afternoon and then explore together in the morning and hike part way out, spending one more night on the trail before exiting the following morning.
It was exciting to backpack with our grandchildren. Mary and I reveled in the realization that our example was extending to the next generation. We had a delightful time, but the landscape was hammered, showing signs of the hordes that had passed by in the intervening years. Instead of a single path, trails of use crisscrossed everywhere, many of them eroded waist deep. The land was mostly stripped of vegetation. Anywhere someone could camp, had been overused. There were other groups camping within earshot. At least there was no trash.
Ed Abbey imagined a conversation between a Utah Mormon rancher and an angel. The angel had come to tell the rancher to go more easily on the land, that there were too many people. The rancher replies, We got to be fruitful! The angel responds, Not like fruit flies! Not like maggots! I am afraid we have done so.
In his book SLICKROCK, Abbey has a section entitled How It Was. He bemoans the impossibility of recreating the experiences he remembered before the road was paved south of Blanding, before there was a bridge over the Dirty Devil, et cetera, et cetera. He would scoff at the experiences I treasure but now grieve as no longer possible, as being deficient compared to how it was for him. But both of us are asking the wrong questions, lamenting the wrong circumstances. Abbey and my how it was, would be meaningless to the Ancestral Puebloans. Everything is impermanent. Everything is changing.
“This looks like Egypt!” exclaimed one of the passengers on the bus. Mary and I were shocked and surprised by the desperate barrio. Weren’t we going to a fancy beach hotel? These were among our first minutes of foreign travel, riding a bus from the airport to our hotel on the Mexican island of Cozumel. On subsequent trips, buses used an alternate route to avoid the squalor.
This was our honeymoon after 14 years of marriage. Our tiny wedding had been on a Thursday afternoon two days before graduation at the University of Illinois. We shunned graduation ceremonies and departed for Tucson where I had a summer job. We were to begin graduate school in the fall.
Our previous vacations had been holidays with family or backpacking in the mountains. This time we were going to the beach. The idea that this was the first of dozens of foreign trips would have been incomprehensible. What was most attractive, was being relieved of parental responsibilities by Mary’s parents. Ann was six years old and Adam four. Lacking local family, we had not had a single complete day without our children since Ann’s birth.
The day the arrangements were completed, Mary was wearing a sombrero when I returned from work. For weeks, we constantly played James Taylor’s “Mexico.”
Oh, Mexico It sounds so sweet with the sun sinking low Moon’s so bright like to light up the night Make everything all right.
We had been to border towns while living in Tucson but otherwise had never been out of the US.
Mary always wanted to travel but our decision to marry derailed her planned European trip the summer after graduation. We had developed skills and interests in being outdoors, especially backpacking. Now we were to learn that we had a wonderful compatibility when traveling. Trips reduced our anxiety and tension and put us into mind states that, while accessible, do not persist at home.
The refreshment we feel upon return lingers for weeks. Soon, we hunger for the next opportunity to share our flexibility and good humor. Our trips have had occasions of frustration, fright, and anger; including with each other. But the intimacy developed by working through those times enriches our experience and has become a principal reason we are always planning the next journey.
That first trip taught us a lot. After viewing the dreadful poverty on the ride from the airport, we entered our hotel’s beautiful, palm-lined driveway. Our naïveté as travelers must have been obvious. We were assigned the worst room in the hotel. There were four or five stories, but our room was in the basement across from the laundry. There was a slight sewer odor. It was damp and clammy. We tend not to complain. We said nothing.
We savored dinner that evening, our first enjoyment of Mayan Lime Soup and Yucatecan beef. That night, however, a couple of large cockroaches emerged in our room. I dispatched them before turning out the light.
Hours later, I felt an insect crawling. A three-inch cockroach flew off the bed when I leaped up in alarm. That was enough. We demanded a new room in the morning. They quickly gave us one on the third floor as if they were expecting our complaint. I wondered if they sized up travelers and tried them out to see if they could keep that room rented because the hotel was generally full.
The next issue was bicycles. We wanted to explore the island without the expense of a rental car. Besides, we had been admonished to never drive in Mexico. We went to a rental shop in the small town of San Miguel. They had bikes, but they were a mess, rusted and with no gears. They rattled and squeaked but were somewhat better than walking on uphill stretches. At least we could coast on the downhill.
The bikes enabled us to fulfill one of our fantasies. By riding along the coast and inspecting every dirt path that led to the ocean we found a secluded beach. Eventually, we learned taxis were cheap and fast and used them to move around the island.
A priority on this trip was snorkeling, a new experience for both of us. The first three days, however, were windy with occasional heavy rain. Gear was available for use in our hotel’s shallow lagoon, but Mary did not want to try it without the instruction she expected to receive on a guided snorkeling excursion.
We saw a sign in town and signed up. We checked daily–too windy they said, for a couple of days. Finally, a clear, calm day arrived. We excitedly boarded the boat but were surprised at how slowly it chugged out to sea. That morning we had seen people snorkeling in the small lagoon at our hotel but now we were out in the ocean. Mary was disconcerted. After what seemed forever, the slow boat stopped. Our leader put on a mask and fins, stood on the side of the boat and in thickly accented English, said: Snorkel here! He jumped in. That was Mary’s hoped-for instruction. I spent most of our time helping Mary become comfortable with the mask and snorkel. Here it was deep water. It would have been easier to wade in by our hotel. We did not enjoy it.
This snorkeling tour included lunch. The boat pulled up near shore. There were people tending a fire. Balanced on small rocks was a metal shelf scavenged from a refrigerator. That was the grill for fish and tortillas. There were also rice and beans in random plastic containers. Were they clean? We wondered. Later we perused a Cozumel guidebook. “Beware,” it said, “of being tricked into a so-called snorkeling tour that employs old slow boats. The trip will take twice as long and provide little experience beyond a slow boat ride.” We were learning.
Fortunately, we loved snorkeling from the beach and spent hours doing so. Being a birder, it was no leap at all to be an observer and identifier of marine life. I bought a guidebook for use on land and another we could use in the water for identifying fish, corals, shrimp and so on. When the waters were calm, we found that Mary could put an arm around my waist or her hand on the small of my back and we could stay together while I did most of the swimming. We also learned the advantage of floating still in one location such that creatures we had not seen at first would move. Two pairs of eyes were better than one!
Back on land we would examine the field guides and write down what we had discovered. We saw eels, pufferfish, and parrotfish. Snorkeling at night was also a revelation. Out came the snapping shrimp. The constant popping sound was fascinating. Species of fish that hid during the day, such as soldierfish, emerged in the darkness, using their large eyes to find prey.
We enjoyed snorkeling so much, we decided to become certified as scuba divers. On a subsequent trip to Cozumel, we did a night dive and learned the importance of selecting the right dive master. Because of the night snorkeling on previous trips, we had already bought a good dive light. For this dive, it was just Mary and I and the dive master. He had a light and gave Mary another, so we were all equipped. Minutes into our dive, thirty or forty feet below the surface, the dive master’s light went out. I gave him mine and we stayed close but then Mary’s light went out as well and we had to surface. Now we knew a better check-out of “certified” dive tours was also necessary.
Scuba is an activity we enjoyed and would do again, but we have not missed it after we stopped. The activity is very gear intensive. Being fitted and suiting up are annoyingly time consuming. And, as noted, there was the need to secure a trip with a boat and dive master. It is expensive. The biggest problem, though, was going with other people. Starting late, waiting at the dock because not everyone has shown up on time, seemed commonplace.
Our worst experience was a drift dive on Cozumel’s famous Columbia Wall, known for its “vast and intricate reef environment.” The dive is known for “all kinds of nooks, crannies, caves, and tunnels, as well as lots of beautiful views into the open water.” There are “huge coral pillars that can hide large marine creatures such as barracuda and sea turtles.” We were eager. This was our most expensive dive to date, also the most challenging and potentially, the most rewarding.
Drift diving means there are significant currents. Divers descend to the necessary depth and go with the flow, floating along, viewing the coral wall as it is passed. The problem with drift diving is that it is difficult for a group to stay together. When diving in a non-drift area, the boatman can stay over his group, even if there are multiple groups nearby. If a diver runs out of air, that person can surface and be picked up while the rest can continue their dive. With drift diving, it is difficult to signal the boatman. If one person surfaces while the boatman is following the group, that person is liable to surface behind the boat. If the boatman sees them and stops for retrieval, he will have lost contact with the others. Hence, with the crowded reefs at Cozumel, if one person uses all his air, the dive is over; everyone needs to surface.
Sadly, on our longed-for drift dive, there was an overweight man who chain-smoked and bragged about what a great diver he was all the way to the reef. Being an out of shape smoker, he used up his air in less than 10 minutes and we all had to surface. We judged that Mary had almost 30- minutes of air remaining and I nearly as much, but we were cheated out of the time by our trip mate.
Not all our diving experiences were unsatisfactory. We had learned. Later, in Hawaii, we carefully selected our trip. The divemaster insisted on interviewing us to make sure we were sufficiently experienced. He also told us what time the boat was leaving whether we were on it or not. He only took six divers. We saw other boats with up to thirty. It was more expensive, but it was also a perfect experience.
While our propensity to minimize interactions with others was innate, these experiences trained us to seek out ways to be on our own as much as possible. For that reason, we often travel in the off-season or to rustic locations.
On the early trips to Cozumel, we learned to venture far from our hotel for meals. We enjoyed new foods and drinks. Was there a Yucatecan beer we wondered? Leon was a musty dark beer at that time. It became a favorite. Let the tourists drink corona, we thought.
For years, Cozumel was our place. We went there seven times, but it had changed drastically by our last visit in 1992. During our first visit in 1984, we were able to view the central square on Saturday night as it had been for decades. Families sat on the benches. Couples and single youths walked around in circles on display. It looked and felt like “real Mexico,” to us. On our final visit there was nothing to see but tourists being bothered by hopeful vendors.
Our favorite beach area was San Francisco Beach which had the clearest water with the most brilliant white sandy bottom we had ever seen. We always spent most of a day there, floating and enjoying the scenery. Usually there were less than ten or twenty people at the beach. Now, in 2023, this once-free beach is a “club” requiring membership or an expensive daily entry-fee. An internet photo showed four rows of chairs and umbrellas.
On the mainland, we snorkeled at Xel Há–a clear pool at the end of a potholed, unpaved road. Now, it is part of a major resort with a daily entry fee exceeding $100. The same was true of Akumal. Then, a couple of small palapas served a simple lunch of fish, vegetables, and a beer. Now, besides massive hotels, there is a major residential development with high rises and time shares.
Mary and I at Xel Há, November 1985.
On that first trip, we decided to fly to the mainland. We took a taxi to the airport. A small green plane was rolled out. We were told to wait. There seemed to be trouble starting it. Once the engine clanged to life, enough white smoke billowed out that it obscured the plane. After the smoke blew away, we were waved aboard. Our heart rates were elevated until the short flight was over. After that, we always took the ferry.
We met another couple who wanted to visit Tulum, our primary objective, and agreed to share a taxi. Finding a driver was easy. Curiously, the driver had the longest curved fingernails I had ever seen. We did not know enough Spanish to ask why.
That first visit to Tulum anteceded local hotels. There was no entrance fee. No restaurants. There were a couple of local vendors selling handicrafts and a handful of tourists. A quick internet search now yields dozens of hotels. The area is known for gourmet dining. The beach must be cleaned each morning because of copious seaweed caused by polluted runoff and rising sea temperatures. We will not be back.
On one early trip, we also visited Cobá. It was in the middle of the jungle. We climbed the pyramids by ourselves. Now, there are hotels. We returned on our final trip eight years later. We saw a family in full Mayan regalia. I wanted a photo. They wanted money. It had a totally different vibe.
Nonetheless, visiting Tulum, Cobá, and the small ruins on Cozumel inspired me to read John L. Stephens’ famous books (Incidents of Travel in Yucatán, Incidents of Travel in Central America, Chiapas, and Yucatán) describing his explorations with illustrator Frederick Catherwood in the 1840s. Eventually, I acquired and read translations of books written near the time of the Conquest and by contemporary researchers. We were enthralled with the enormity and mystery of the Mayan civilization, as well as the stories of deprivation encountered by the first European explorers. This led to a lifelong interest and subsequent trips to other parts of Mexico.
Cozumel also gave us our first occurrence of illness during travel. This time we were accompanied by friends. We were taking a 20th anniversary trip together. I remember well the evening we returned to a restaurant where we had enjoyed menu staples of Yucatecan beef or chicken a few days previously. I felt a need to be different and ordered a fish dinner with unusual seasonings. The others loved their meals. I hated mine. It was too rich and oily. The next morning, we were taking the ferry to the mainland. I felt “off” from the beginning. I probably already had a slight fever. Then came waves of nausea. We hired a driver to deliver us to Tulum. In those days, before development overwhelmed the area, Tulum was a fantasy destination for Mary. She was excited to show the ruins to our friends, visit the beautiful beach, and float in the water that the ruins overlook.
By the time we arrived in Tulum, I needed the bathroom. There was an old, filthy, tiny facility. I barred the door and endured a dreadful thirty minutes as my companions looked at trinkets being sold by vendors and ate lunch. We entered the ruins as I felt better, but the nausea returned. I told the rest to come back for me when it was time to leave. I sat on a ridge outside the main area of ruins and overlooking the ocean. Here I sat and vomited relentlessly into nearby shrubs.
In between, I sat in the shade feeling no relief because I was burning from fever. I remember looking down at Mary and our friend Ann floating in the ocean. My wife’s fantasy had come true. Not mine! I did not improve during the night. We had the hotel direct us to a doctor. As he gave me antibiotics and anti-diarrheal pills, I will never forget him saying, everybody here has some kind of bug. It affects their lives, but they are not familiar with anything else. A day or so later, I recovered.
My next bout was ten years later in Greece. Mary and I had dinner at a beach side restaurant in Sougia, Crete. Nothing tipped us off for what was about to happen. We retired normally but three hours later I woke with the most extreme pain I had ever experienced. Besides the nausea and fever, I was frightened. When a wave of the extreme agony washed over me, I asked myself, is this what it feels like to die?
The proprietors of our small hotel called a doctor. He was alarmed by my pain. He suggested it might be my gall bladder and sent us to the hospital in Hania, a couple of hours away. Poor Mary had to drive on the very curvy road as I moaned in the passenger seat–even curling up on the floor at times. She found the hospital but there were many people in the waiting room. I was hurting so badly, I writhed on the floor while waiting.
They put me in a room and inserted an IV. The young doctors who attended me seemed competent, but they smoked–even in my room. I was given a battery of tests. It was interesting because the custom was for family members to deliver samples, wait for results, and feed the patient. The nurse drew blood, gave Mary the sample and indicated the direction of the laboratory. Mary wandered the halls holding up the vial of blood, using hand signals to ask for directions. She was told to return at a certain time for the results. When I was due for an ultra-sound to check my gall bladder, it was Mary who rolled me to the room. The net result was a diagnosis of food poisoning.
I was discharged and we were sent to a pharmacy. The doctor there gave me pills besides the prescription ordered at the hospital. I asked what they were. She did not speak English. After a pause, she said, this fix what is wrong. Perfect! I wish we had more medications like that.
Fortunately, we knew of a comfortable rural hotel nearby. I soaked in a bathtub for hours. Mary, exhausted by lack of sleep and worry, went to a nearby restaurant and returned with a beautiful Greek salad. The sunset view on the porch revealed a peaceful rural landscape with the Aegean Sea in the distance. Mary was finally relaxing after such a trying day. Then she tripped and spilled her salad on the floor. Her cry of anguish might have matched those of mine earlier in the day. She salvaged what she could and tearfully ate the remains.
I woke up the next morning feeling as if nothing had happened. We returned to Sougia and finished our trip. Our last hour at the beach is indelible in my memory. The sea and sky were clear. I swam into the water alongside a large rocky outcrop and twirled in the water—telling myself, as I have many times since, don’t ever forget what this was like! In retrospect, that experience was worth my frightening illness.
The most alarming physical problem was when I disembarked after an all-night flight to Barcelona. My usually clear vision was full of “sinkers and floaters.” A couple of days later, I realized I needed to see a doctor. We were visiting a friend in the village of Ille-Sur-Tet, France and after calling for advice, she took me to a hospital an hour away in Perpignan. Over the course of visits on three separate days, I was seen by two ophthalmological surgeons and other doctors. I underwent several exams and eventually had laser eye surgery.
The retina specialist in Grand Junction later told me he was impressed with the techniques used, that the condition I had was very dangerous, and that they may have saved my sight in the eye. The cost to me was less than a $100! Maybe that was outrageous as the treatments in Mexico and Greece had been free.
It may sound like I was always the sick one, but Mary has had more days of foreign illness. Frequently, for the first days in the lowland tropics, she feels borderline nauseous and has a day or two of impairment. Nonetheless, we have so much fun that she’s never suggested it was not worth it.
A couple of years ago, Mary inadvertently drank untreated water in Ecuador. Unfortunately, the attacks began while I was out birding. She was frantic with pain when I returned. I asked a few questions and was certain this was what had happened to me in Greece. Instead of being panicked, I could calm her and help her wait it out. Our hosts at the rural birding lodge suggested we visit a doctor, but the pattern was too familiar. We had learned. We had brought antibiotics. Mary felt better the next day and rapidly recovered.
Our experiences with illness are an argument for doing cruises, or other group tours where medical assistance is part of the package. So far, however, our aversion to crowds is greater. My dislike of crowds is greater than Mary’s, but she is artful at the careful planning that permits us to pick locations and times that shield us from hordes of people. There are compromises. For example, when we hiked Spain’s Costa Brava, it was too cold to swim in the Mediterranean, but our reward was having the trails and beautiful little restaurants to ourselves. Usually, as in the tropics, the risk of bad weather is increased in the offseason. Only once has that really hurt us. I recounted that experience in a previous blogpost.
Surprisingly, despite our usual avoidance of travel with others, we were persuaded to organize and lead tours ourselves. Our frequency of tropical travel had been noted by one of the leaders of the local Audubon society. He suggested we design and lead birding trips as fundraisers; something we did three times to Costa Rica and once to Ecuador. Those were mostly good experiences but included enough setbacks that we decided four such trips were sufficient.
For instance, we learned that many people do not listen to or read instructions. We always planned to give people an “out” on long birding days. Mary was the safety valve. She would return to our lodging or the bus whenever anyone else wanted. We thought this was communicated clearly. Once, we told our group Mary was ready to return. Later, a woman began complaining. I reminded her Mary had already left. I offered to ask our driver if he would take her back to the lodge, but she thought this would make her too conspicuous. She angrily answered in the negative as she gave me a big shove in the back. Later from her written trip comments I learned I was “clueless.”
But, to me, it is other travelers who can be clueless. Once, on a commercial birding trip, the guide and arrangements were great, but the range of people was a problem. One man, from Ireland, was a big-time lister, that is, a birder whose sole intent was adding new species to his life list. “Listers,” such as this man, come in two extreme types. One is passive and barely knows a crow from a dove. Others, like this man, are excellent birders but are single-mindedly focused on their limited goals. Whenever we saw a species this man “needed,” he ran to the best viewing location and risked knocking everyone over to be certain to have a view. Seconds later, he would say top banana, top banana and step back and begin looking for the next bird.
Personally, I like to indulge myself and watch the behavior of new species if only for a short time. Nonetheless, the Irishman was an excellent trip companion, albeit with an interesting demeanor and attention span. Unfortunately, there were others on this trip who seemed dense. Two were so oblivious about making noise at night while owling that our young guide had to take the risk to tell them to shut up and stop moving so much.
On our last morning, as we sat down to breakfast, our guide said our agenda for the day was impossibly full. I recognized that as code to order the simplest things on the menu so breakfast would be quick. Instead, one woman began explaining to the waiter how to cook an elaborate omelet that was not on the menu. The guide shamed her by saying “Really?” She changed her order, but I wondered if the guide, who was cheerful and patient otherwise, received a bad review. I did notice that she and her husband apparently did not tip him as is the custom. These experiences explain why we “do our own thing” whenever possible.
Do-it-yourself travel involves driving. Aren’t you afraid to drive? I am often asked. My responses are so far, so good, and ask me again after we have an incident. Driving requires courage. Plus, I believe an indicator of a couple’s compatibility is how well they do when driving and navigating unfamiliar places. Mary is a willing navigator, although she does have a penchant for screaming when fearful.
I tend to err on the side of boldness. Occasionally, the results are humorous. Once in Puerto Rico we found ourselves in a narrow alley with walls and houses nearly touching the car. In front of us was a flock of chickens running frantically unable to avoid us. Once in Spain, I drove the car into a curving, narrowing alley that was a dead end. I had to back out with Mary directing me outside the car.
I have done most of my foreign driving in Costa Rica. On our first trip, I asked our friend Raquel about what seemed to be many reckless drivers. Costa Ricans, think they have a sixth sense about whether there’s a vehicle around the next curve, she replied. Once when being chauffeured by a commercial driver, I asked him and he waved at the traffic and said, the hospitals are full of them. Luckily, most incidents in that county involved being laughed at by school children who realized we were lost tourists or mud.
Roads in Costa Rica can be muddy (near Ciudad Niely).
Once we hired a guide to visit a remote mountain area known for bad roads and ease of becoming lost. He was not a birder, but he knew the route. He asked if I had 4wd. When I replied in the affirmative, he enthusiastically suggested I drive. When we picked him up in the morning, we were surprised to see that his own vehicle was shiny, beautiful and the most tricked-out, off-road vehicle we had seen in Costa Rica. Why wasn’t he driving, we wondered—especially when he threw two tire chains, “just in case,” in the back of ours?
The day went well until it began to rain during our return. Sticky red clay flew everywhere as it caked the tires. On a steep section, we slid out-of-control toward the mountainside. I managed to stop, but the driver’s side front wheel was hanging off the road. Had we rolled three or four feet further, both wheels would have been suspended in the air. The guide and I spent thirty or forty minutes in the pouring rain trying different combinations of leverage and the two tire chains to move the vehicle. I asked if we could call for help. That is when he told me he was the president of a local off-road vehicle club and did not want to suffer the major embarrassment of calling for help. We kept trying.
Eventually, after piling brush and scraping clay off the tires, we managed to get back on the road. Then we had to drive several unpleasant miles with two tire chains, one on the front and one on the back. Our rental vehicle was engulfed in red mud, inside and out, as was I. Moreover, the ditch had been next to an anthill. I had numerous bites. What a mess! Our guide also let slip that he was taking a couple on a “coffee tour” the next day. Now we knew why he wanted me to drive; he didn’t want to wash his vehicle that night. A local car wash was able to make ours presentable, but it was days before I had no more traces of red clay under my fingernails.
Only once have we had car trouble. A landslide had blocked a foggy mountain road, marooning us as we watched a man with a bobcat working to remove the mud and rocks from the pavement. Our vehicle was on a blind, downhill curve, so I had left lights and flashers on. After a while, we moved up a few car lengths, but I forgot to turn off the lights. After a considerable delay, we were told one lane and then the other would be allowed to pass. Our car would not start. Suspecting a dead battery, I began frenziedly running up and down the line of cars asking if anyone had jumper cables. Not only would we not be able to go on, but we would be blocking the line of traffic behind us.
While Mary and I gesticulated to each other in consternation, a diminutive Tico in a small beat-up old car waved to me. He already had his hood up. His tiny car contained what I took to be his wife, three children and his mother-in-law, all piled on top of one another. One of the children was a sleeping infant. The man spoke no English. He ignored my badly enunciated Spanish as I tried to ask what he was doing. He gestured until I realized he was removing his battery to switch with mine. His car was a standard transmission which would be easy to start with my battery by rolling it down the hill. As we were about to switch, a North American behind us, who had previously declined to help, brought out a generator and started our car. We will always remember that spontaneous generosity so typical of Costa Ricans.
It is worth noting that a driving app does not solve all problems. Once in Arles, France, our GPS routed us the wrong direction on a narrow, curvy one-way street. I backed up and drove away hoping to get far enough to be routed differently. This was the old part of the city; a warren of old narrow, curving streets and tall buildings. Our second try brought us to the same location. So did the third. Frustrated now, we pulled over and consulted a map. Although we could not see it, we were less than ½ mile from our hotel. I told Mary to hang on. I turned on the flashers and with constant honking, headed up the narrow one-way street. Although the GPS would have had us stay on the one-way street longer, I saw a shorter route at the top of a hill, bounced over a curb and sidewalk, drove through a parking lot, and arrived at our destination.
Lack of driving experience in a country has also caused problems. On our first day in Portugal, I did not understand how to obtain a ticket needed for the highway we were driving. When we exited, the attendant who collected the toll screamed at us. That mistake cost us more than the embarrassment.
Another time we had to return a rental car in Nice, France. I had driven the car for a week, so I was accustomed to it, but the parking lot for returns was at the top of a tall building. We had to ascend a narrow spiral drive to reach the top. The car did not have enough power in the lowest gear. In the next gear, I had to drive too fast. After stalling the car three or four times, I finally, “went for it,” ascending much too fast with my feet alternating between the clutch, brakes, and accelerator and with Mary screaming in my ears. We reached the top safely. I pulled into the first space. All four tires were smoking. Lucky for us, there was a key drop, no attendant. We quickly slunk away to the odor of burnt rubber.
Mexico has the worst reputation for driving. One always hears, if you have an accident, do not stay. Leave the area. We have also heard of shakedowns from the police and being stopped by locals. Those problems can be avoided by not driving in certain areas, such as near the border and certain large cities.
Before making what became three lengthy driving trips into the Yucatan peninsula, we had checked with an ex-pat. She assured us that both the people and the police were trustworthy if we did not venture near Cancun. We also asked about a particular route in the State of Chiapas. Our confidante told us, you can take that road. You will not be killed, but there will be an incident. We went another way.
Still, we had unsettling experiences. On our first trip, we arranged to rent an inexpensive car from an independent garage in Mérida. A man at the airport had our name on a card and motioned us to follow. Once in the parking lot, he pointed at a car and then the glove compartment. Papeles (papers), he said. Then he gave me the keys and began to walk away. In my halting Spanish I asked about signing a rental agreement or paying a deposit. He shrugged and indicated we would settle things when we returned the car. There we were. No map. No instructions. Was the car hot? Mérida uses the same name for many of its streets and is not set up a grid, but like a spiderweb from the city center. We were soon hopelessly lost while looking for our accommodations. After a long time and a couple of phone calls, we found our hotel. It all worked out and the next time we visited, we rented from the same business.
Regrettably, it did not work that way in Campeche City. This time we were renting from a well-known agency. We had heard stories about extra fees. We were prepared, or so we thought. First, they handed us a placard saying our credit card insurance was not valid unless we had a recent letter from our insurance company. We had it. The next placard requested a statement or license for the credit card from the Mexican government. Again, we had obtained the needed letter. Another placard appeared with an additional excuse. We argued. The two men behind the counter were stolid. We had arrived on the last flight of the night. It had been a lightly loaded small plane. We continued to protest. Finally, I looked around the terminal. It was the four of us and a janitor. We paid.
That trip had other surprises. On a rural road in Chiapas, a man pulled a chain across the road. He was collecting for a local project and was surprised that he had apprehended tourists. He dropped the chain; I accelerated and left him behind.
The muddy rural roads we had been driving had enough bumps, rocks, and brush to loosen the undercarriage. Driving down the road, it suddenly disconnected, and the front portion dropped onto the pavement. I pulled off under a shower of sparks. We were lucky. I was able to wedge it in place with a tire iron. A brief view under the car revealed problems, but the car being so muddy when we returned, the attendant did not even inspect it. He took the keys and drove off. I expected to hear back from them, but I never did. The upshot is that, as in the US, most incidents are minor. We will keep driving as long as our luck holds out.
Of course, the most important part of our do-it-yourself travel is the hours of planning. It is not an exaggeration to say that Mary should list travel-planning as a hobby. She spends days reading countless trip reports and reviews. She brings pages of printouts with explanations and alternatives. The benefits are enormous. Here is a simple example: we were traveling with another couple and had an unplanned night in Florence. We walked indecisively back and forth for an hour before choosing a restaurant. The food was poor and the prices high. Usually, Mary has done the research and has already made an excellent choice. On that same trip, we encountered an unexpectedly closed venue, and another time a rainy day. Each time, Mary was ready with an excellent back-up plan.
Now, when I think back to that first trip to Cozumel with our only goal being relief of responsibilities from work and parenting. I can scarcely believe we have taken more than fifty foreign trips. Our lives would have been rich and interesting in different ways without the travel, but what great fun it has been.
Isn’t the title a non-sequitur? Birders do not have bad days. Sure, some days are better than others, but even if target birds are not found, searching for wildlife is always fun. Nonetheless, if you asked me if there ever was a bad day, well, yes there was.
Imagine this. You are outside. The sky is dull gray. Above you, way up in the sky, is an enormous swimming pool. Hold that thought.
It began when our guide and driver picked us up in the pre-dawn from our little hotel in Cuzco, Peru. I could see our young guide, Ellie, was distressed the moment she saw me. You are a birder, she said.
Later she lamented, As soon as I saw those big binoculars, I knew. Through some mix-up, her company had not provided a birding guide. I later suspected they sent her because no one else wanted the assignment. She was a young guide, new to the company. It was just my wife Mary and I, so tips would not be what they could be with a larger group. It was early April–the off-season. Bad weather was a possibility.
Fortunately, Ellie had an engaging personality, was good company, and was eager to please. Our ultimate destination was famous among birders, Manu Jungle Lodge, reachable only by boat. Ellie told us she had contacted the staff that morning. There had been a huge storm. The lodge was damaged, but we could still come.
The Madre de Dios river was at such a high stage, however, that we had to cancel some birding and leave earlier in order to spend extra time fighting the current and avoiding obstacles in the small boat. Moreover, stopping for bird and wildlife viewing enroute was also off the agenda because of the flood.
Despite the setbacks, this was Peruvian Amazonia! We were exhilarated by the constant flyovers of macaws and the expansive view of massive thunderheads rising above the sea of green jungle. We enjoyed waving to the riverside inhabitants. Often, they were bouncing along in much smaller boats with their tiny motors, known as peke-pekes because of their sound.
Madre de Dios River in Flood
Ellie explained that some were trying to scavenge the large logs floating by. Logging itself was illegal but salvaging a downed tree might provide enough income for months. We were feeling satisfied, even if we had already missed many birding opportunities. Perhaps, because of fighting so much current and dodging so much flotsam; we needed a fuel stop at the only small village on this part of the river, Boca Manu. From here we would leave the Madre de Dios and head upstream on the Manu River.
Remarkably, the proprietor of the small riverside fuel station could not be bothered to fuel the boat during his lunch break. Or, maybe it was our boatman who conspired with him to lengthen the interval with some food and drinks before we were once again headed upriver. There was no birding. We waited in the village bar and marveled at the moldy pool table covered only by a thatched roof. While the day slipped away, a pet parrot added to my consternation by perching on the back of my chair and persistently nibbling on my hat.
Birding at Boca Manu
Although Manu National Park is truly trackless wilderness, there was a park entrance pass that was needed and a park ranger to be found. We slowly motored upstream past our lodge to find the small, thatched roof structure that served as park headquarters. They already had our names on a list. No money was exchanged—that was probably taken care of in Cuzco. The only reason I could fathom for the check-in was to waste another couple of hours.
At last, in the proverbial gathering darkness, we reached our destination. The lodge was, perhaps, 200 meters from the river. The boat “dock” consisted of a mudbank that required scrambling up two to three meters
Birds and wildlife were everywhere. There must have been 100 Squirrel Monkeys overhead almost immediately. I managed brief looks at interesting birds—a Purplish Jay and a Yellow-rumped Cacique. I only wished there had been more daylight. Being so near the equator, sunset passes quickly and we were soon in the dark at the lodge, but not until we reviewed the damage.
The storm had brought down many trees. Luckily, the sleeping quarters, kitchen, and dining area were not damaged, but the separate bathroom/shower building had suffered a direct hit wiping out one-quarter of it. An outdoor cooking area and some storage buildings were demolished. Most of the trail system associated with the lodge was so badly-damaged, it was impassable. The lodge workers, most of them life-long residents of the area, said it was the worst storm in anyone’s memory. They had gone out during the storm to hang on to the concrete pilings that supported the lodge, fearing a tree would crush them if they stayed inside.
We were the only guests, which was good because rooms were small cubicles with partial walls. Guests were not allowed outside after dark. Both Fer-de-lance and Bushmasters, two of the world’s most dangerous snakes, were present, as were caimans. (The Black Caiman is the most abundant native crocodilian and supposedly there was a 15-footer in the lake.)
As for nature calls during the night, we were handed a bucket. But there was beer and wine, and the food was good. Ellie had apologized about her lack of knowledge of birds, but she had already proven to be a good spotter and a hard worker. We planned a morning bird walk for 5:15AM. I went to bed expecting a great day.
Just before dawn the rain began. I will go birding in almost any weather. But this rain went beyond “almost.” I asked that you imagine standing outside under a swimming pool. Now imagine the bottom of the pool suddenly vanishes. No wind. It was not a pounding rain. It was a heavy, thick onslaught of water, a vertical flood. We did not even bother to find Ellie to discuss our options. We stayed in bed.
Near mid-day, the rain decreased, and we had some time in the forest. The trails were gone. Where blown-down trees did not block the way, the path was underwater. We sloshed rather than hiked. Birding itself consisted of Ellie spotting the bird which I would attempt to identify. This limited the number of species checked off, but they were all new to me and I had a fine time. I remember lifting a glass of wine to my wife that evening as I perused a guidebook on Peruvian birds and saying, What could be better than this?
But that night, the roaring rain returned, and so, came THE DAY. Anyone with tropical birding knowledge would recognize the area we were in, Manu National Park, as one of the most biodiverse locations in the world. How could it be possible on my second day in the park to find only three species of birds new to me and identify just a handful in an entire day outside? Here’s how.
A crucial objective of our visit was to see Giant Otters, an endangered species found only on oxbow lakes in Amazonia. Indeed, my non-birding wife was especially desirous of seeing them. This trip, for once, had a wildlife viewing objective as important to her as seeing birds were to me.
Oxbow lakes also harbor wonderful exotic birds with beautiful and intriguing names such as Hoatzin, Rufescent Tiger-Heron and Black-capped Donocobius. We had seen these the evening before from our lodge’s small, jungle catamaran–a platform balanced between two dugout canoes. Sadly, we did not see the resident Giant Otters. The lodge workers speculated that the otters had moved out because the high water had breached one end of the lake. An oxbow lake, a few hours upriver, was now considered the most likely location for viewing.
Otters are active in the early morning, so we needed to leave just as it was light enough to see. I remember Ellie telling us that she and the boatman had discussed whether it was safe to go, and decided it was. We should have taken that as a cue after hearing roaring rain again that night.
The trail to the dock was now under a few inches of water. I heard birds calling all about but had to ignore them to watch my feet and not be tripped by submerged roots and fallen limbs. We had been instructed not to reach for nearby shrubs and branches for balance as we splashed along because every insect, spider, and snake would have climbed out of the water. My stomach was churning as much as the river as we rushed our way past a tantalizing mixed flock. I noticed that Mary was simply silent.
Later, when I asked, Mary said she had decided to be silent because if she openly acknowledged her fear; she would have insisted we return. Her desire to see the otters was also a motivation.
When we reached the “dock,” which you recall was a mudbank, we were shocked to see that the river had risen more than a meter. Instead of having to scramble down a 2-3 meter bank, we had to one-by-one stand on the edge of the bank and step down into the boat. The boatman held the boat in place by gunning the engine against the current.
Mary and I stepped in. Then came Ellie. I can still see the crack forming in the top of the bank as she walked to the edge. The bank collapsed. She fell into the river.
Fortunately, she was able to grab the side of the boat or it would have been a dangerous rescue situation. The swift water would have quickly carried Ellie downriver with few places to reach shore.
With the boatman’s help, Ellie dragged herself into the boat. She threw back and wrung out her long, black hair to shake off the water and then turned on her camera. She smiled, regaining her composure, looked over to me and said, It’s ok. But I had noticed something else. What about your binoculars? I asked. She jumped up feeling all around. She had already told us that guides have to supply their own gear and that her binoculars were her biggest expense. (Binoculars that can stand up to the tropics, typically cost much more than a “good-enough” camera.) Now, they were gone. There was no hope of looking for them. Nothing to do now but head for the oxbow lake and the otters.
Ellie sat glumly in the back of the boat, wet and cold in the early morning. I understood enough Spanish to hear her tell the boatman she would not make enough money from this trip to replace the binoculars.
I had been eagerly looking forward to this boat ride because the boatmen are adept at spotting wildlife, especially birds, and then maneuvering the boat so clients can have easy views. Not this time. The river was in such major flood and there was so much flotsam that all attention had to be focused on navigation. Several times there was a loud “thump” as we hit a submerged log. The wild-eyed terror in my wife’s eyes did not help. I too could visualize hitting something big enough to overturn the boat or break the propeller. The going was slow, but eventually, to our relief, we reached the “short” trail to the oxbow lake. The boatman, after tying off the boat, motioned for us to stay seated. He went off for a few minutes and returned to tell us that parts of the trail were three to four feet underwater.
The boatman and Ellie conferred. We understood later they debated whether to return to the lodge or to try another trail. We wished we had been able to vote to return, but we were not asked.
More bumping upstream in the boat found us at a different trail, which we now learned was known as the “long” trail. This trail had only a foot or two of water. We had to move with great care to avoid falling and because of the extra effort of lifting water-laden boots over the many obstacles. Not wanting to soak my binoculars and camera, I had been anxious on the boat. That anxiety was now replaced by desperation at the bird shapes I detected with my peripheral vision and the sounds I could not even acknowledge as we slogged and splashed. I realized we were probably too late in the day if the otters followed their normal behavior pattern. At least, I thought, the birding will be sensational.
Our conveyance at the lake, just as at our lodge, was a platform balanced by a dugout canoe on each side. Both dugouts, however, were overflowing with water.
Imagine my frustration. It was now almost noon. The best time for birding was over. I was thinking, If we had stayed at the lodge, I would have seen 50 species by now. I had only seen a couple on the perilous boat ride.
The boatman handed me a half-broken old milk jug for bailing. It promptly shattered. I was desperate to get into the lake to see some birds! Wasn’t that why we had come? The boatman looked at my as if I was crazy as I bailed frantically with my bare hands. He and Ellie calmly splashed water from the other side with the small paddles. Finally, the boat floated, after a fashion. It was clumsy and slow anyway—more so now because it was so waterlogged.
Slowly, we turned the boat around and with the boatman in one of the dugouts and Ellie paddling in the other, we headed into the lake. Almost immediately, Ellie began to describe a bird we had not seen. Where? I said. There! she said, as she jumped up and pointed, just as she had pointed out wildlife last night on the lake at our lodge. Except, our lodge’s catamaran lacked the 2×4 frame over the dugouts– the one into which she had just rammed her head.
Now Ellie lay, crumpled on the platform. We tried to help her up. We tried to commiserate. She just kept her head down, covered by her arm, waving her other hand to tell us to stay away. The night before she had described her guide training, and how she was a recent graduate. Now I was thinking, she’s been taught, you must never cry in front of clients. After several minutes and several futile tries to help her, all of which elicited her waving response, she sat up, blinking back tears. She pointed the boatman onward. I said, I’ll paddle. She only nodded and sat forlornly on the platform.
You guessed the rest. We paddled all about the lake. I could not paddle and look for birds at the same time, and although a few flew by, no one was in any mood other than to see the damn otters and get out of here. But there were no otters to be seen. We were too late in the day. Hot and sweaty, we returned to the trail and trudged back to the boat.
Ellie revived and pointed out a few plants, but mostly all we wanted was for the perilous boat ride to be over. Our return was enlivened by the loss of the so-called dock, and the river having risen another meter. The boatman had to run the boat up near the edge, and with the motor revved, he could hold it in place for a few seconds. One passenger would jump into the arms of one of the waiting workmen. Then another circuit was made, and then a third until we were all out. The boatman waved good-bye and motored off. Slogging back to the lodge in the near darkness, I was taunted, maybe haunted, by the cries of unfamiliar birds whose silhouettes I could barely make out against the darkening sky.
Fortunately, this “bad” day was part of a much longer trip which encompassed many wonderful experiences. We had spent two days at Manu Cloud Forest Lodge where we watched eight Cock-of-the-Rocks displaying simultaneously. That sight was worth the entire trip. And, even on the bad day, here is what I wrote in my journal about the last minutes of sunlight: Back at the lodge, I walked out and sat on the dock. As the sun set, a capped heron flew by in the golden light with its plumes seemingly on fire. A small leafless bush emerging from the flooded lake had a white-winged swallow on every branch. A social flycatcher screamed—there was a faint rainbow to be seen in the gathering mist—maybe this hadn’t been what we wanted, but it was quite a memorable day.
POSTSCRIPT
Unfortunately, our adventure was not over. Typically, egress from Manu Lodge is via a 4hr boat ride followed by a 4 hr drive ending up in Puerto Maldonado from where we would fly to Lima and home. The rains, however, had flooded some roads such that we had to go by boat for more than 200 miles and ten hours. Because of the trip’s length, we had to leave at first light. There was so much water, the lodge workers used a dugout to ferry our luggage to where the small riverboat would pick us up. We had to wade in the dark through water up to our waists in some places—again, being careful not to touch any surrounding branches. Fortunately, no one fell.
Wading to the Boat Dock
Having to do the long boat ride, was more bad luck because the ordinary route to Puerto Maldonado offered some birding. We were warned that this river trip was going to be a mad dash with no wildlife or other stops because of the distance and the need to avoid hitting flotsam. Moreover, as we were to learn, with the river in flood, there were no banks to approach. At mid-day, when a bath room stop was becoming critical, there were no safe places to land because the river was out of its banks. All of us were “up to our eyeballs” by the time we could make a landing.
Our destination was within the Laberinto district, Tambopata Province. Reviewing the map today, I believe it was at the small town of Fortuna—a very rough looking place. This was the supply center and access point for an illegal gold mining boom. All the nasty elements associated with a “gold rush” were evident. The river had been full of dredges blowing river sand all over. None of these activities are legal. They are destroying the river and the jungle. The surrounding countryside was devastated.
The village was full of rough looking people including obvious prostitutes. Although it wasn’t apparent what might have changed, Ellie told us it would not have been safe for us to be in that village even a couple of years earlier. She related having seen boatloads of prostitutes being taken to the dredging camps when she had embarked from here as part of her guide training a few years previous.
A couple of unkempt men walked to about 3 meters from us and stood and stared–one for at least 15 minutes. Was he deciding whether to rob us or was he lamenting the loss of the previous lawlessness when he would not have had to decide? It was unnerving.
Ellie said we should not wander about. I did enter a store to buy soft drinks and had to endure boring stares of the others inside. Outside, there were numerous men with bicycle taxis waiting for fares that never came. There was a long line of “peke-peke’s” at the dock, run-down, cobbled together buildings, and stray dogs. The place was sad both in terms of what is happening to the environment and that any humans should have to live like this.
It also struck me how we gringos are so at the mercy of our hired help in such situations. We had Ellie, a diminutive young woman and our boatman who, at least, was a native of the area. He mostly spoke his native language, knowing only rudimentary Spanish and no English at all. He left to find us a ride to Puerto Maldonado as we sat feeling very conspicuous.
Finally, after what seemed a long time with no sign of our boatman, he returned and indicated a car would be coming. We were relieved until we saw the car. I do not recall now, the make and year, but it was something like an early 1960s Ford Falcon—ancient, small, beat-up and rusty. We piled in.
Ellie told us the drive would be about two hours. The dirt road was in reasonable condition considering the recent rain but I mouthed the word “lunatic” to Mary, referring to the driver, as we bounced along much too fast for the conditions. We kept a hand up to keep our heads from being bashed against the roof as we bounced mostly through jungle scrub. I continued to be chagrined as unfamiliar birds flew up from the roadside bushes or passed overhead. And then, abruptly, after one particularly jarring jolt, the car stopped.
The sun was now at the horizon. It would be dark soon. When discussing the incident later, Mary and I had the same thought, this is where we get assaulted. The car had stopped inexplicably. We were, in our minds, in the middle of nowhere. We had seen no other vehicles. We had no defense. There were no cellphones here. We looked around to see where the driver’s accomplices might be hiding.
The driver mumbled and gestured. He raised the hood, pulled wires off, and replaced them. Then he slammed the hood and attempted to start the car. The starter was grinding away, but the engine was apparently not getting any gas. I am no mechanic, but there seemed to be no reason or plan for what the driver did under the hood. The fact that there had not been any obvious repair had made me suspicious.
Was he waiting for someone? Or, if this is innocent, are we going to spend the night out here?
It was as if he thought banging on various engine parts would cause the engine to have a change of heart and start. Miraculously, after at least 20 minutes and several more excursions under the hood, the car, as inexplicably as it died, suddenly started. Later, in our hotel room in Puerto Maldonado, we breathed a great sigh of relief. I hope to go back to Manu someday, but in the dry season!